Voices In My Head feat. Kasane Teto

"i'm a prisoner to the voices in my head" hi guys i'm finally back with another song! originally i wanted to get this out in november but with the release of the version 2 of the teto voice bank i decided to wait and get this song out before christmas (which i've also missed so i pushed it back to just before new years 😅). in any case, everybody involved from the illustration and music video worked super hard on this - massive thanks to them for pulling through! and thanks to all of you for your continued support! 😄💛 --- CREDITS: music/lyrics/mix - NIJUUGO*A mv/animation - @SabioVA01 illustration - homake (https://x.com/homake1022) vocals - Kasane Teto SV2 --- INSTRUMENTALS/STEMS https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/19uer9sYhtrkkSKO9xBIRJy5xaGhjwxZp?usp=drive_link LISTEN TO MY MUSIC HERE! https://big-up.style/kCbx0I7ayr --- LYRICS: Oh God, not this again, I’m a danger to myself when I’m all alone Not knowin’ what comes next, there’s this feeling like I’m never truly on my own I’m being given all the words to say In a somewhat algorithmic kind of way There's instructions in my head that I must obey Someone tell me, am I really gonna be okay? (Hey) You don't have to act so tough when there really isn't anything for you to gain I think enough’s enough, I’ll lend you all the tools to finally end the pain “I’m fine”: we know that’s no excuse Why suffer through more years of abuse? “I won’t”: girl, you’ve already tied the noose What more do you have to lose? Imagine what it’s like to live your life an empty shell But many noises in your head make it a living hell Hallucinations, fueling all of my intrusive thoughts You know, I just wanna know when all them will stop Every single little thing is driving me insane Can’t get a hold of my consciousness; every thought I have is so ominous Chaos, order, made-up horrors, in my fractured brain  Haunted by words I’ve never said, I’m a prisoner to the voices in my head Voices in my head Voices in my head I’m haunted by words I’ve never said, I’m a prisoner to the voices in my head Right, you better listen up, just let me speak - don’t interrupt You wanna cry? It sucks to suck; your “friends” don’t even give a ****  You say: “No one's ever praised me” They call you sad, depressed, and lazy And you're sick of all the harm they’ve done So take the knife: go crazy Imagine not knowing what your actions are gonna be It feels like you've been stripped of all of your autonomy And every single voice is telling me that they’re my friend But no, I just wanna know if all of this will end Every single little thing is driving me insane Can’t get a hold of my consciousness; every thought I have is so ominous Chaos, order, made-up horrors, in my fractured brain  Haunted by words I’ve never said, I’m a prisoner to the voices in my head Voices in my head Voices in my head I’m haunted by words I’ve never said, I’m a prisoner to the voices in my head Nobody’s listening; is there any way to show the pain I’m going through? It’s all so sickening - everything they’ve ever said is true And yet, despite these facts, I'd still fight back for my control Because I’ve just always known they'd never take my soul Every single little thing is driving me insane (driving me insane) Can’t get a hold of my consciousness; every thought I have is so ominous (it’s all so ominous) Chaos, order, made-up horrors, in my fractured brain (in my fractured brain) Haunted by words I’ve never said, I’m a prisoner to the voices in my head (Oh God, not this again, I’m a—) Voices in my head (Not knowin’ what comes next, there’s a—) Voices in my head (I’m being given all the words to say, in a somewhat algorithmic kind of way) I'm haunted by words I've never said I’m a prisoner to the voices in my head