[utau original] a disorienting look in the mirror [defoko]

possible warning for derealization, kind of disturbing imagery/lyrics, and lyrics that could be interpreted as suicide this is my first song using defoko! i really like the sound of her voice but i haven't used her before now in my songs whenever i use defoko's vcv voicebank, for whatever reason there's some characters that she pronounces in a distorted whisper sort of way (specifically ta is usually like that) and you can hear it a little in the song the lyrics of this song have two ways you can interpret them, one being pretty dark and the other being sort of happy in a way? i don't wanna say too much of what the meaning is supposed to be bc i want people to be able to interpret my song pretty much any way they want art/pv/music: onyxP photo: i don't know who took it but it was found on pinterest instrumental: https://www.mediafire.com/file/n268acyqgfohk2u/a+disorienting+look+in+the+mirror+inst.m4a/file soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/xvJbe nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43392197 lyrics: there's something in the air i can tell it's nothing wind blowing in my hair time is moving backwards somewhere hey, if you couldn't tell no one's really here now fog stuck inside my head it won't go away whisper your thoughts to me maybe you'll forget them it's not reality rot and mold inside my body hey, are you listening? blurry voices told me it all will fade away wait a little more we're not getting any farther somebody should know that right? staying here is getting harder why don't we leave together? by tomorrow we'll be gone and everything will be in the right places leave this world into another in that reality's where we both belong #utau #utauオリジナル曲 #utauoriginal #defoko #utaneuta #デフォ子 #唄音ウタ