Lavender Doll ft. Sarah [Vocaloid Original]

Epilepsy warning! This song is a part of the Illusonia Project and is about Violetta and Martha (Gideon’s parents) running away together to live a happier life. Illusonia Project Doc: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1k3pvNT-d88s64Ju-gWqEYphsjv9XvFyV-wTcpiN1sHw/edit vpr file/instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Od80lGL7bC62hKW_8xgxuIiN41wNeYbh?usp=sharing Lyrics: Back when I was still Younger I had this Hunger to just run Away from all this But I kept it in ‘Cause I was afraid Of failing at it Never took the risk But when I’m with her Days are much brighter Filled with peace Feeling free When we’re together Everything’s better Wanna keep Her by me But it’s impossible As long as you keep me within your view It is not that simple I can’t just leave with no one to help me Throwing notes through eachother’s windows Still in love, but it’s a secret though Planning to make our grand escape As soon as the short hand reaches eight Doing what is right for me And generations after Our son shall grow up free Living with joy and laughter Chase a future so so bright Away from all of this mess Run away into the night So we can live at our best I just know I cannot go On living in this big wreck I don’t know what to do though I do not know what is next I try looking to the sky So that tears don’t start to fall I give you my last goodbye I’m done with all your Mind games you would make Me play, they’re not fair I’m flying away I have planned out my Escape so that you Can’t take my chance to Break free from your grasp Under the night sky Our hands intertwined We will be So happy With our new life Where the sun shines bright All we need Feeling free I was kind and civil Still you hurt me stand and watch as I bleed You thought I was simple Now I will leave put all this behind me Throwing notes through eachother’s windows Still in love but it’s a secret though Planning to make our grand escape As soon as the short hand reaches eight Doing what is right for me And generations after Our son shall grow up free Living with joy and laughter Chase a future so so bright Away from all of this mess Run away into the night So we can live at our best I just know I cannot go On living in this big wreck I don’t know what to do though I do not know what is next I try looking to the sky So that tears don’t start to fall I give you my last goodbye I am no longer your doll Now I listen to My heart know the truth And stop thinking of you And all the things you put me through Now I can feel my Past self say goodbye As I walk to the car Disappear from where we now are Stars will guide us out of here As we run away no fear Now we can go and be free Now our minds can be at peace Stars will guide us out of here As we run away no fear The moon lightens our path Now we can make this the past Doing what is right for me And generations after Our son shall grow up free Living with joy and laughter Chase a future so so bright Away from all of this mess Run away into the night So we can live at our best I just know I cannot go On living in this big wreck I don’t know what to do though I do not know what is next I try looking to the sky So that tears don’t start to fall I give you my last goodbye I am no longer your doll