my apology video ft. yi wei (synthv original)

i made this original song in like 2 days about not posting an original song for 2 years. isn't that funny Vocals: Yi Wei SynthV Tuning/Mixing: venesection Video Art: venesection Video made with Da Vinci Resolve --- LINKS: ↳ Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/14GRb0CZ2rmKjNef02WDi_IspDXUIh193/view?usp=sharing ↳ Soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/QunvrvWW2j8AWJytUK ↳ SVP: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1tkWOfEn1Q_hPXOnn59i6FPNVo6JcLyH6/view?usp=drivesdk LYRICS: i really really have to apologize the years went by so fast i never realized you forgot me in the folds of time maybe i've been out of your mind i'm out of your mind i don't know if i'm someone if you're not there it pools into the center of the time i have to spare i'm a wasted opportunity coming home with nothing to share with nothing for you to see i want you all to know that i've improved so much behind the scenes i'm trying to get better but the more i do, the less you know me i just want to be the person you believed when you first saw me shining in consolidated wonder for a minute or three i want you all to know i'm capable of such amazing things considering my situation i've been doing wonderfully! one day i might get there one day i might prove myself as worthy still i feel the echoes call upon suspended former glory i want you all to know i almost killed myself behind the scenes at least a thousand times i tried abandoning my legacy i have so much left over i don't have the will to finish for you sorry i'm not better cuz the more i live, the less i know you i want you all to know my soul is still inside my youtube channel anything outside it is a broken body, empty vessel you are my survival what a failure in me to neglect you after all you gave me hope my disappearance won't affect you i really really have to apologize in terms of all your standards i fell far behind all the pressure, well, it got to me even if imaginary you never said anything i'm really really sorry for everything i had so much potential but i fell asleep all my greatness never feels complete and here i left you waiting for me. you're waiting for me? SUPPORT ME: ↳ https://ko-fi.com/venesection