[English Cover] Balsam [Oliver ft. Lily Avanna Kanon Anon] (3 years anniversary)

Song by Kurose Madoka Art by Sainte Séïa Translyrics, tuning & Mixing by JurianChibo Base UST by Anonymouscrow13 MP3 DOWNLOAD : https://soundcloud.com/mabinogineimie/english-cover-balsam-oliver-ft-lily-avanna-kanon-anon I've been working on this cover for such a long time and it's FINALLY OUT! I must, first of all, thank SainteSéïa for the wonderful art, which is way better than I ever expected to receive (Look at Oliver! JUST LOOK AT HIM!). Secondly, I must thank all of you people! After three years, I'm still here, doing what I enjoy, improving myself with each step I'm taking. Maybe I don't have much subscribers after 3 years, but at least, I am proud of being able to tell myself and people that some love my work and listen to it, either with a smile or with a critical ear, or maybe just passing by. The important thing is that I am doing something that people will maybe enjoy :) Cheer! And to a new year of fun and projects! LYRICS ====== In my ears, there’s no sound, not at all the headphones I’m wearing are not even plugged I just want the world to go silent My lil mind just want to tune it out for now The sweet breeze wind closes my eyes and only darkness invades my whole vision I turn it onto my little world that only lonely me can visit Confidence I lack, but I swear I am trying so hard to be convincing that I don’t, convincing that I’m strong How far will I go to hide my…(weakness) Even if I break up deep, deep inside Should I say I’m alone or maybe I should hide But I, but I don’t want it to come off as pathetic, it would be so embarassing… ‘’So, this must mean you are hated by all’’ No, believe me, I just want to be on my own But e- but even if that was it if I do not pretend that was true I might just fall and break like a doll without love Ah~ Like a flower too fragile to live I sink into abyss like a ‘’touch-me-not’’ Don’t forget that if you close yourselves You won’t grow you’ll just die like plants with no air Left behind, ignored by everyone There’s laughter and friendship I am no part of… I have been thinking since a lil’ while if I was popular would it be more than this? Instead of crying because drama clouds his mind and kills his hopes a boy who stands alone, courageous on his own is way more cool, am I right? Even if I break up deep, deep inside Should I say I wanna be friends or should I hide? But I, but I have way too much pride to let my feelings be uncovered by your eyes ‘’I am not jealous, what are you saying?’’ I fear that this sentence may be hiding a lie I might as well cover up the truth cause I won’t get close to them oh please, I beg, give me a heart that was never broken Ah~ I’ve been noticing, that you guys can’t go to the bathroom alone While I curse in their back, while I curse in their back I sensed envy crawl in my thoughts Even if I break up deep, deep inside Should I say I’m alone or maybe I should hide But I, but I don’t want it to come off as pathetic, it would be so embarrassing… ‘’So, this must mean you are hated by all’’ No, believe me, I just want to be on my own But e- but even if that was it if I do not pretend that was true I might just fall and break like a doll without love Ah~