IF YOU'RE GONNA KILL ME YOU BETTER MAKE IT HURT / Ft. Hxvoc

r/askreddit hi guys i found out that the misery i find comfort in is actually very bad for me. can anyone recommend a divorce lawyer? this is also my #Vocagathering2026 entry! :] --- lyrics: You and I both know There's no use gettin' close A man-made horror show It's gotten bad now But something's got to go 'Neath hand made halos Homesick, I seek repose With hands around my throat Wake me up and snuff me out Give me one last spark 'fore I fade out Don't count it down; I'm ready now! Hold me tighter, and pull the trigger Biting every bullet, you've got me 'round your finger Last call to back out, 'bet you'll hate me if I quiver Don't ask if I'm ready, don't take 'no' for an answer Pull me under, I love the fever Break me and then lay me to sleep forever Don't let me survive, 'cause it’s Heaven that I'll savor If you're gonna kill me, you better make it hurt You trace my collarbone around the mistletoe "Dust off those Sunday clothes No turning back, now" I reap what I have sown Through Hell, I'll walk alone Your lips caress me so One kiss, we'll lay eloped Walk down the aisle You take your hand in mine In health, and joy 'Till death, we're joined Take me higher, I'll take it bitter Preaching to the choir, "you're tempting, dear submitter" Don’t let me breathe out, oh, I'm tasting Occam’s Razor Instincts come and gone, God, just drown me in your liqueur Errant desire, suspend my collar Make this run my last, be my will, no, my savior Damn it, don't look back, 'bet there's nothin' coming after If you gotta kill me, you better make it fucking hurt Wake me up and snuff me out Give me one last spark 'fore I fade out Don't count it down; I need it now! Vows I've severed, I lay in cover 'Said that I'd commit, but I fear I've grown cold "There's only one way out", but I’m backed into a corner Louder, are the bells that are ringing in my skull You’re shaped with fire, and laced with ire God, I take it back, oh, this high just left me wired Dear, I need an out, 'cause your kiss won't make me better If you're gonna kill me, you better Make it fucking hurt Make it hurt! --- soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/ennnetc/iygkmybmih bandcamp: https://ennnetc.bandcamp.com/album/if-youre-gonna-kill-me-you-better-make-it-hurt vsqx/ustx/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN