Cord Cutting ft. SOLARIA

⚠️ CW: flickering lights this one is just for me… unless it resonates, then it’s for you too Music & lyrics: Lauren Estes Piano render: Brood Mix/master: GuitarHeroPianoZero Video & thumbnail: Scotty Schlueter 🎵 DOWNLOAD (includes instrumental): https://laurenestes.bandcamp.com/album/cord-cutting Spotify, Apple Music, & more: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/laurenestes/cord-cutting 🎵 Where to find me: BLUESKY: https://bsky.app/profile/laurenestes.bsky.social BANDCAMP: https://laurenestes.bandcamp.com/follow_me SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3yGux5rb02RtBIKFNSOdSW?si=ynejoFv4Q-mjIx2yH0nOaQ SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/laurenestesmusic Even more links & info: https://laurenestes.carrd.co/ ~~~ you’re sorry, you’re scared, and you’re losing your light i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want to fight but all that’s unfolding brings me to the day you turned us to scapegoats and ran far away i’ve worked through my thoughts and my feelings since then and made myself feel like a person again it makes sense that you wouldn’t see me as one ‘cause maybe you just see the damage I've done it doesn’t excuse all the choices you’ve made your debts of avoidance that i seem to pay so sign on the line and we both will be free i said i’m alright, but my tears disagree ‘cause it hurts to remember the time we were friends and it hurts that i thought one day we’d make amends when over and over and over, your words deliver the burn that you felt I deserve now your every mistake has gone under the knife and those of us who got wrapped up in your life looked on as the people who gave you a throne set your whole world on fire, leaving you all alone god, i hate you for letting this happen to us you fucked with my life, you demolished my trust and i hate that i’ve been so afraid all this time of your fans, of your friends, of what’s always been mine and i hate the ones rushing to author your fall who have all but forgotten me, but most of all i hate that i can’t help but care about you if you’re listening, i know that you miss your self, too