Kevin / Odious [SynthV original song]

CW - Body image and related mental issues. - (had to reupload because of audio issues. apologies!) I'm so happy to be able to finally share this song! This is truly the most effort and growth I have put into a song in all aspects from the song and audio engineering itself to the art and pv editing. This song reflects a mentality that i'm recovering from and making this song is kind of healing in a way. Also thank you to Gishiki for doing the mix for this song! - Credits: Song, Illustration, PV - Me (Angelproducer) Mixing - @gishiki-p (tysm oomf) - storyboard - https://youtu.be/ZG9t1IG2C64 - Lyrics: Better on you than it looks on me I wanna see ribs protrude from my body the number on the screen makes me feel guilty 'cause good looks never have come for free The mirror on the wall shows a sight not fair at all such an odious vessel, it makes my skin crawl caloric intake is far too much to bear could never compare for thats why it is Better on you than it looks on me I wanna see ribs protrude from my body the number on the screen makes me feel guilty 'cause good looks never have come for free even when the number starts to drop it just never will be enough fifteen pounds lost never to be missed it just never will be enough hollow the inside to make it stop it just never will be enough inner utterances that persist I just never will be enough and when the excess of me is a burden to see make me pallid and thin isn't it such a sin? I wanna be empty 'cause it feels too heavy I feel odious within to reside in this skin Better on you than it looks on me I wanna see ribs protrude from my body the number on the screen makes me feel guilty 'cause good looks never have come for free and when the excess of me is a burden to see make me pallid and thin isn't it such a sin? I wanna be empty 'cause it feels too heavy I feel odious within to reside in this skin and when the excess of me is a burden to see make me perfect and thin isn't it such a sin? I wanna be empty 'cause it feels too heavy I feel odious within as I always have been inside this skin - #synthesizerv #synthv #vocaloid #originalsong #vocalopost