Ragingkrane - Reality is Suffocating

Loud vb is eleanor forte (lite ver.) Lyrics: Moments are always cast away passing just like any other day the hope I held seems to be nothing more than wind in the air without a single care a hurricane passed and blew my heart away now it's far off into the distant horizon rising off into the sunset the distance is always too far always too far it's almost impossible to reach All I wanted to do was capture this moment under the shining sun but as time quickly runs out the sunset's already come and gone {Chorus} Every day's a chore a painful bore I really wish that there was more to living than being just good enough to barely get by hidden in our hearts must lie our long forgotten drive maybe someday I'll find it again If we were born with a purpose then I must have lost it at some point don't know where it is but I'm sure I'll find it someday although I doubt the answer's that clear such a resolution couldn't be so simple that I could figure it out in some shady alleyway though it seems at every turn I'm almost there almost there But almost is not close enough to reach still I don't have a clue about what I want or even about myself but as time quickly runs out life feels like it's all gonna collapse {Chorus repeat} Come drown with me into the sea 'til we're lost in our own slice of reality pulled in so deep we can't go back to normality screaming into the dark echoing through the night looking for a spec of light to guide the way out of the loop of yesterday even if tomorrow's indicated by the calendar again I know this awful sky, these words, these, lies mean nothing in the end nothing in the end at all at all all these vaguely said answers do is leave me with nothing lie to me even though I can clearly see that I can't fix anything at all Staring into the mirror I glare at everything that I've ever done but now I quickly realize I'm too lazy to keep staring for long {chorus repeat}