【TPTM FANSONG】AVIAN GIRL [MAI SYNTH V]

I realized partway that she looked like Nagito Komaeda weirdly enough so that's a part of her character now. First of all TPTM ENDED. CRAZY. It was a wonderful concept and while a lot of the songs had me like "what is this" upon first listen I frequently relisten to them and get them stuck in my head at work so that means weevildoing must be doing something right. This song was not written with The Post-Traumatic Manifesto in-mind. It was a much shorter vent song I wrote in the span of a day after a particular incident with my mom after having had a span of incidents with my mom. As I re-dived into TPTM with Refraction Girl's release, I grew inspired to repurpose the song, which I planned on releasing anyways. I extended it to be a more proper length, covered it with an actual SynthV VB I owned instead of the original's Anri LITE, and got to making a pv. Therein lies a part that had me hesitant about releasing this at first, despite the fact that I went through all this trouble so I COULD release it. I think Weevildoing, for the most part, records the footage used in TPTM's MVs. By like. Going outside and cool stuff like that. I envisioned the MV for this having a lot of sky imagery and bird footage. While I could capture it myself, not only was I rushing myself to get it done before the final song came out (which I failed at anyways), with my job in mind I wasn't sure when I'd find the time to record and what to record. Not to mention, I was a bit nervous about the footage I captured possibly showing just enough of the area I live in to...identify my location. Those were my reasons for procrastinating on that and opting to use footage found on Youtube instead. My biggest concern is any of the owners of the original footage used finding trouble in me making use of the footage as I did here. Indeed, it was rather ironic making an MV for a song that uses poor bird-ownership as a metaphor for iffy-parenting and using footage of what seemed like birds as best of lives they can in captivity. I mean. Seriously. Look at those guys. Those guys get way more sun than I did in the 6th grade. But...I think that's just me overthinking it again. I doubt it'll affect anything, and if you're wondering, I do plan on having a list of all the videos I pulled footage from. Just to be transparent. Anyways uh...not only that but this is basically a TPTM song from Wish. The editing is bad with a ton of mistakes. The quality of the mixing is debatable. But I mean. Man I'm working with exclusively free programs here. "VSDC Free Video Editor" and "Soundtrap", along with the free version of FL Studio. I'm doin' my best =( [false I'm doing the most I feel like doing] Oh and the Japanese might suck. I only know So Much Japanese. That's why I'm not providing official translations of it because if it translates to something completely different from what I intended I want everyone to think I actually intended to do that. Anyways that's Avian girl. Damn is she Avianing. I'll release the instrumental and svp files at some point I'm tired right now. [..Oh look, me from the future here! Here's the instrumental and SVP for anyone who'd like it.] | | | vvv https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1mSzsmUrmGXnqv7W8sfLPHj3QJGBfZZRB?usp=drive_link