Recurring Dreams ft. Liam & Nekomura Iroha [SynthV Original]

Who do you see in your dreams? well, first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! im turning 18 today and i wanna end my 17th year with something a bit more hopeful. i've struggled with recurring dreams for past 5 months and planned on writing this song long ago. i used some voice lines from Fleabag and Lady Bird because this is my favorite movie and i relate to it very much. my strawpage: https://notevenchiwux.straw.page spotify: soon lyrics digging nails into my skin, i need to know what's wrong with me i overthink, no sleep no eat but i will reach the bottom of it! sacrifice my sleep for better version of myself for several days deprived, i felt no better since i left But i will get to the bottom of it! now i know there's something always been wrong with me! ohh-ohhh am i a narcissist? (am i?) a scumbag freak? do i need help? or get some sleep? (no, no, no, no) to know what illness that makes me feel like shit? Claw my way out from the thoughts Of suicide, or something worse Digging deep to find something To hold on to, not go insane And even when I close my eyes I see same picture, I deny The dream comes with the same old tale The same old faces I have failed So look at me I'm better now! I swear on my life I have changed! (you haven't gotten any sleep) What do I even saying? fuck.. I still need to get to the bottom of it (stop and get some help) To find a reason to excuse myself again But yet, thank you for opening my eyes (i'm sorry) -------------------------------------------------------- #vocaloid #synthesizerv #synthv