NOSTALGIA (Ft. Hatsune Miku) [Vocaloid Original Song]

It All Goes Down: 1/7 [ Hold it right there you! this area is a bit of a work in progress! so can you please wait? thank uuu :3 ♡ ] ♡ ————————— ♡ CREDITS: Music, art, lyrics, video: Saturn Candies Vocals: Hatsune Miku V4x English ♡ ————————— ♡ LINKS: Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1hiTVtAyJqGnrxEzzoCEF2COQCcfJ-POr?usp=sharing ♡ ————————— ♡ LYRICS: I can’t tell if I’m in fear So I guess I’ll say I’m fine With everything that I see and hear No, I can’t take it! In the eyes of darkness there are the things I’ll never know Oh, how it scares me so I know that I’ll be okay if Everyone and everything was blocked out by a screen But that’s not what hides all that I’ve seen ( tell me why you put me here and let my brain turn right into the dust ) At the thought of you and me, it makes me want to scream I don’t even know who you could be ( I’m not as happy as you see so please listen cause now you truly must ) Hey, could I find a place to go? Is something wrong Man, I dunno! A fantasy so bright and joyful might just be the key! It’s locked up tight, all sealed away But I hope I’ll find it someday The meaning in a child’s mind is too far out of reach Here it goes, it looks like I’m hurt with all I feel that I cant understand No one there will seem to care, so I’ll just leave it here If an escape is the key to life I can’t go another way, you see The black and blue inside my head, I feel like I’m already dead There it goes, it looks like I’m lost And all the pain has been shoved deep inside In there, it’s too much to bare But I can’t know to care!If happiness is the key to life I can’t miss an opportunity I’m blind in my mind And I don’t have that ability Rage and anger fill my heart And it tears the place apart No matter how much I scream and cry They leave me right here! Held your hand so tight in mine And the trust you got from me Was how you got to me It takes away what you get once! “Don’t you worry little child, you’re acting way to harsh” “Don’t you think that we should be more harsh?” ( isn’t it so innocent how I cry when you yell so loud at me ) “What’s the matter with you now? We’ve always been so kind!” “I know you more than you know your mind!” ( I’m not as happy as you see so please listen cause now you truly must ) So tell me what I did to you To get all that you put me through The reason for the pain and all is locked without a key! It’s hard to say that I’m okay I’ll scream, then run and hide away Now here we are with tragedies and a side nobody sees Here it goes, it looks like I’m hurt With all I feel that I wont understand No one there will seem to care so I’ll get out of here If walking through is the key to life I can’t let it get ahead of me The screams and cries inside my head, oh, what a way to be mislead There it goes, it looks like I’m lost And all the pain has been shoved deep inside In there, it’s too much to bare But I can’t know to care!If happiness is the key to life I can’t go and run away you see I’m blind in my mind And I don’t know what that means to me No, I don’t remember much, only little bits remain Thinking it’s the end of me with the feeling I obtain Inside my obscurity, there’s so much to twist and turn Damage being done to me to the point of no return But is this what somebody deserves when they’ve been so bad? But is this what somebody deserves when they have gone mad? Hey, was that the right place to go? But something’s wrong, and now I know A fantasy so bright and joyful wasn’t right for me I’ve become a monstrosity I think that something’s wrong with me A voice inside my head that says, “Oh, you can’t hide from me” There it goes! It looks like I’m hurt Since my own eye has betrayed me this time Staying here, they see my fear And they can’t see a tear If holding back is the key to life I can’t let it take control of me The springs and locks inside my head The sirens flash a vivid red ( RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN ) Here it goes, it looks like I’m gone Since all my life has been built off a lie ( DON’T CRY, GO BE A MAN ) Staying here, I’m stuck in here I can’t get out of here! If holding on is the key to life I can’t go and say what makes me cry I can’t go through this But I just hope it wasn’t that bad! ♡ ————————— ♡ MY CARRD: https://thesaturncandies.carrd.co/# ♡ ————————— ♡ DO NOT MAKE MONITIZED REPOSTS OF MY SONGS DO NOT REPOST MY SONGS TO OTHER WEBSITES