NON MERENTUR HOC AMORE / feat: YI XI, NOA HEX (SynthV Original Song) (They do not deserve this love)

Probably last song of the year, yaay! This is for another song of the series that iv'e been working since 2023! Have a good end of the year, y'all! I've never commented directly on the fact that most of my songs are a series, but it is! I've been building this lore since 2020, it's been a long time and it was only last year that I decided to put it down on paper. Talking about the song, I originally didn't like the first versions of the instrumental, I was going to discard it. However, with a little patience and effort, something interesting can come out. It was the same with the artwork, the original proposal was discarded and I made the artwork from scratch completely differently. --- Support this channel and my future projects. You can purchase my music on Bandcamp or support my work through Ko-fi, where you’ll receive full access to my songs, tunings, and works in progress. Visit my website for links to all my social platforms and detailed information about art commissions. MY WEBSITE: https://peeak.carrd.co/ Bandcamp: https://peeak.bandcamp.com/music --- Song, Illustration, MV, Mix, Master, Lyrics: @peeakboo Vocal: Yi Xi & NOA Hex Off-vocal/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1-f-819-AJWPKANULnwnRD9mm7cRDNhPH?usp=sharing --- Lyrics: between two hearts i can't decide hearts string pull tight walking through the haze lost in a bittersweet daze my virtue is tainted whisper in the dark fading shadows lost in a dream with this miserable life standing by your side caught in a paradoxical trande and i shouldn't stay by your side? why are you hiding i only need you by my side i am not fool don't you know that? you can't escape me whisper in the dark fading shadows lost in a dream consuming my soul with this stranger desire haunting the days when i used to feel your touch can't i stay by your side? now spell: wrong now spell: l-o-v-e now spell: t-h-i-s now spell: k-i-l-l to guide me through this endless night feeling like a stranger is it right? whisper in the dark waking up from this fever dream my mind in confusion is there a solution? haunting the days when i used to feel alive twisted delusion whisper in the dark fading shadows lost in a dream consuming my soul with this stranger desire haunting the days when i used to feel your touch can't i stay by your side? whisper in the dark fading shadows lost in a dream consuming my soul with this stranger desire haunting the days when i used to feel your touch can't i stay by your side? #synthv #synthesizerv #yixi #noahex #dreamcore