Fall Semester Dread / SONiKA

Hello, I'm nobody. this is my first song(ish) sorry for it's immature sound, I am very bad at mixing. Music/Video - nobodyP - https://twitter.com/NobodyProduc3r Illustration - ponkansoup - @ponkansoup vocal - SONiKA Off vocal - https://www.mediafire.com/file/s939yi4yk0vjxwa/FSD_off_vocal_%252B_vsq.zip/file lyrics: I saw my teacher today at the store Their gaze pierced through me like war I think I would have said something before But this time, all I tried to do was ignore All this work to get a degree Its all too much for me With all these expectations we Had never really got the chance to be free I picked up a pen just to put my thoughts down But the cartridge had already run dry I guess you get what you get when you pour from a glass already empty Is my future really empty When i close my eyes I can't see I can't see I can't see The future ahead me It’s blurry Just tell me it now! I’ve just one ask Someone free me Someone free me Please free me I'm in need of saving Cause I'm breaking I don't know how I could ever go on School is just a week away And every day I grow more afraid I guess I wanted things to stay The same and always be ok I told myself that I am just fine With all the stress that I'll be assigned My joys already on the decline And yet I’ve found my self stuck with a hard deadline Chasing after dreams you know are bogus Is a recipe for burning to the ground Not by its design, its meant to make you cry But you know And i know Our choice we have to go oh When i close my eyes I can't see I can't see I can't see The future ahead me It’s blurry Just tell me it now! I’ve just one ask Someone free me Someone free me Please free me I'm in need of saving Cause I'm breaking I don't know how I could ever go on Armageddon's tomorrow, and every passing second the clock is ticking turns me hollow. I live my life in sorrow, because in truth I'm afraid of the future and the hurt I know will follow. The morning breeze turns to evening; then night. But my future isn't looking to bright. But i guess its time Deep down i know It's useless It's useless I’m useless I’m steeped in confusion And delusion A human no more Even if i try to fight it Can’t hide it I’m dying I'm tired of trying No more lying No longer divine, I guess ill be fine When i close my eyes I can't see I can't see Let me see The future ahead me Its blurry I know that its true Open my eyes I'll be fine I'll be fine please be fine There's no hands left to hold me Control me its just what i need Call out your name It’s OK It’s OK I'll be okay Just give me but one chance I’ll make it better I swear it to you I'll make it come true