ERASE ME V1 // Tsurumaki Maki

this is what the song was supposed to sound like lyrics - BIG LAX I keep on hoping something will come through for me, hand on the shoulder It’s hard not to be lonely with no one in your corner Easier to think about The times when we were falling out And everything I caught around you, It’s a sickness My head’s lost up in the clouds Thoughts bout what we said aloud And then everything that we didn’t to get to witness I put all of my thoughts in a sonnet You said everything but that’s not what I wanted Okay… It doesn’t matter anyway I’m just trying to forget this I’m just trying to think of something else I’m just trying to forget this It’s not working I might need help Erase me My mind is yours for the taking The taking Erase me I just wanna get out I’m breaking I’m breaking Erase me I couldn’t keep what you gave me I’m shaking Erase me Or I might need saving Oh save me someday Fell out of love with thought of myself Am I same as before I can’t tell Lost in the pain of my past it’s my hell Still in the cocoon but lost all of my shell Need you to know all the harm that I held You’ve watched me out all the flames that I quelled Wanna know why you can’t hear when I yell I wanna know why you can’t read what I spelled Easier to think about The times when we were falling out And everything I caught around you, It’s a sickness You were up when I was down Threw my hands up and I drowned Inside my insecurities And tried to fit in My head’s lost up in the clouds Thoughts bout what we said aloud And then everything that we didn’t to get to witness Gave a pound you gave an ounce That’s the shit I think about Like every time I really try my best to forget this Erase me My mind is yours for the taking The taking Erase me I just wanna get out I’m breaking I’m breaking Erase me I couldn’t keep what you gave me I’m shaking Erase me Or I might need saving Oh save me someday