Ano Yatsu - I Just Wanna Be Happy (ft. Ritchy & Solaria)

Vocals made with Ritchy & Solaria (Synth V) Also on Twitter: https://twitter.com/lurkingalone/status/1781661616284860455 Lyrics: I just wanna be happy I was blind but now I see Eyes wide open with a new clarity It dawns on my how the polarity of my vulgarity is part of me Sadly the reality is in the end all I ever get Is a night filled with regret Though I've tried to forget I have not succeeded yet It's a debt upon my skin It's a game I cannot win Seven hours of guilt for seven minutes of sin What could I have done to appease my inner beast? What must I endure for a chance at inner peace? Every time I rise I could never feel at ease With the raw emotion in me begging for release I'll leave the past in the past and erase that history And I'm busting and busting my balls to finish my degree 'Work smarter, not harder, follow trends,' they say to me 'Cause if it's only me who likes it, it's just masturbatory I don't wanna be horny anymore I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy Is it really too much I'm asking for I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy Just wanna be happy... I'm so disgusted with myself Dwelling on the thought that some day I'mma go to hell For the stuff I've seen, all the crazy stuff I know Stuff I found arousing while browsing through seven incognito windows Now that the deed is over I feel the mental scars Delete that homework folder, but deep within my heart Can't shake the nagging the tagging got bad and real bizarre Vanilla was my thrill until I tasted NTR I'm so ashamed, but with it comes a change A hidden power even though I'm physically drained I feel it in my veins, the blood returning to my brain And now it's like I'm breaking free from a cage Like a sage, I've reached enlightenment and with it clarity And I look back on my life and ponder all its mysteries I don't wanna be successful, I don't want prosperity Now I see, I just wanna be happy I don't wanna be horny anymore I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy Is it really too much I'm asking for I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy I don't wanna be horny anymore I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy Is it really too much I'm asking for I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy Just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy Just wanna be happy...