Colorless Self-Harm with English Subtitles

Song: Colorless Self-Harm Vocals: Hatsune Miku English Translation: Ashton Kristofer Lyrics: I wish that I could be happy like you I don’t like being a person who’s like me It would be nice if I were happy But then would that person really be me? My heart’s just teasing me with the mere thought alone This is the real me, I would be better off if I died If this sad me would keep on staying alive Wouldn’t tens of thousands of people be sad then? No one wants me, or at least I do not If only we lived in a happy world… But if I would somehow take away my own life Wouldn’t millions of people be delighted then? But if this world had no negative feelings Happiness wouldn’t be able to exist Depression keeps me half asleep, no matter what I wish I could vanish like this, forever in this state… The existence of me remains unknown To billions of people who I have never met No one wants me, or at least I do not If only we lived in a happy world… Even in a world where I had disappeared Millions of people’s lives wouldn’t change at all Even if I had the strength to end it all I would miss everything too much In the end everyone will die anyways “Made in” happiness doesn’t mean a single thing In the end everyone is alone anyways… With this kind of me still being alive I don’t understand how you can smile? But whenever I see that smiling face of yours It makes it hard for me to want to die even if I am so sad… If I would end my own life with my own hands It wouldn’t better anyone else’s lives then? The reason I still hope and keep staying alive Is because I can’t smile if I am dead… This video is made for entertainment purposed only. I did the translations myself using the internet for help, as I do not speak fluent Japanese. I do not own this song or Hatsune Miku.