【Ruby】 Lament of a SXXcidXl Spinster 2017

⚠ CONTENT WARNING ⚠ Unaliving and abXse. Download on Bandcamp: https://aliceinblack.bandcamp.com/track/lament-of-a-suicidal-spinster-2017 07/23/2017. 561 views. 17 likes, 1 dislike. As of 01/01/2020. Vocals: Ruby Back Vocals: Lady Parsec, Daina, Gumi 🎀🖤🎀💜🎀🖤🎀 Bandcamp: https://aliceinblack.bandcamp.com/ iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/alice-in-black/1754675848 YouTube Music: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCYv1QQxTw38xfmdSTTbkdbA Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4SajdXAD0RbxwXd8FCVA6V tumblr: https://allisonmourning.tumblr.com/ Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/allisonmourn.ing 🎀🖤🎀💜🎀🖤🎀 LYRICS Do you remember the feeling of Sunlight on your skin? 'Cause I don't. No, I don't. Do you remember my name? Do you remember the way that you conned me? Sayin': "Marry me, marry me." Bind my wrists and sink to the ocean floor and watch me drown. Would do anything If you just say: "Marry me." All I wanted was to be happy Like all the princesses. So that means I need a prince. What was I seeking? Why did I ever think I'd find happiness By following you into the ocean's depths? Why couldn't I have seen That my life had always been so Sacred, regardless as to my marital status? So why did I say: "Marry me, marry me"? Bind my wrists and sink to the ocean floor and watch me drown. Would do anything If you just say: "Marry me." I wanted to have "true love's first kiss," Even if I had to Sacrifice my life for it. Turn on the TV And what do you see? Girls happy just to be A discontent housewife, So if that's what I Need to be happy, Then I will find a man, and I Will follow him to the grave. I just want to be Happy, be happy. (Why couldn't) I see past social constructs of femininity? I always thought that love would Somehow find a way. Never thought that You would just Leave me to die, alone, the rope coming undone; I never found a "true love." Don't wanna die here, A spinster, Cold. So please Marry me.