【Eleanor Forte】Deja vu?【SynthV English Cover】

cw: suicide had this song stuck in my head ever since i first heard it, so i wanted to make an english version. enjoy! original: @21Clown (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjVFT8IcQ1k) - lyrics - (free to use, no credit necessary) deja vu deja vu deja vu same scenes repeating the same things in endless loops numb so long ago i couldn’t say when it started once again deja vu deja vu deja vu knew you were dead but i kept coming back to you load, reload, reload, this day in my head, continue from save state soaking wet student handbook add up the points and connect the dots to scans of the ocean where you were last seen rise to the surface a tragic ending give you some decorations chocolate and makeup for your embalming bring me along when you blow up your next life intrusive thoughts of a bomb and a chainsaw couldn’t make sense of it all, i’d rather it never make sense after all, i’d like to live on head held down while i’m drowned in delusion by your illusion know i had better accept that you’re gone, that you won’t be back know i’d be better off wonder if someday i’ll manage it? say goodnight and somehow move on from this deja vu deja vu deja vu same scenes repeating the same things in endless loops numb so long ago i couldn’t say when it started once again deja vu deja vu deja vu know you’re dead but i had to come back to you just like the day before, tomorrow, the next day, always repeating wake up and follow my routine put on the clothes set aside on the night before hurrying off to the shore where you wait for me rushing so fast, almost tripping ever since that day this place belongs to you and me our own private beach time passing too quickly, tide up to my knees, way home is closing at this rate, i could reach you on the other side voice in my ear, i hear “you know you don’t have the guts to do it, though” busting into laughter, you grin at me wish that you wouldn’t smile so cheerfully… ”so you’re still the same coward i’ve always known” “see you tomorrow” hearing your laughter again it’s keeping me chained, unable to move on couldn’t make sense of it all, i’d rather it never make sense after all, i couldn’t care less that i witnessed those pained remains decending to your grave to incorporeal beings, i can’t make any vow that would stay everlasting there’s still too much i’m afraid of if i’m dreaming, then please never wake me up deja vu deja vu deja vu same scenes repeating the same things in endless loops numb so long ago i couldn’t say when it started once again deja vu deja vu deja vu heavens collapsing and time has stopped moving, too why don’t we spend all the rest of our days the same, together forever? how many? how many times is this? nothing has changed yet again can’t open neither my mouth nor stomach one more day, i’m calling to you again how miserable i am reminds me of what it felt like back then - - - #eleanor_forte #synthesizerv #synthv