【Kagamine Len V4 English】 虚無さん (Nihil-san) / ¿?shimon 【VOCALOID Cover】

a little good luck token before mafu6 starts :-) i purposely avoided checking out any other english covers to avoid plagiarism, so if the lyrics are reminiscent of any other covers it's purely coincidental vocal: 鏡音レン / Kagamine Len V4 English translations referenced: Violet Lights, Seraphim, Tsuyuki cover & translyrics: me ust: mothman (https://youtu.be/gK9iF_tgDlk) song: 虚無さん (Mx. Nihil) / ¿?shimon (https://youtu.be/jaCSrluJBUE) lyrics (free to use with credit!): There's no point, I can't find a meaning I'm a scattered, hollow mess I couldn't care less Such a mind-numbing, idiotic strife I'm taken hostage by this silent game of life All I want is you to be proud of me Bit by bit, my heart is slowly rotting All your fretful hope for a future that makes me wanna die Loneliness holds me in captivity A trauma that forces passivity Every day's a living hell It hurts Violence, violence No, I can't get, can't get your Cryptic love I lost, love I lost Make it stay, make it stay! Irony, irony My head's constantly a dizzying blur In an endless, endless debate Stop it, I can take no more! If there lies a life where I can be free Please, O' God, let me find what I'm missing That day's painful warmth starts to feel more like a sickening dream A shortcake that feels completely spongy Your well-intentioned love crushes my psyche Saying I'm fine is a lie But I... Just want you to love me I want you to love me Fill up this dried up heart of mine Patch up the hole in my chest Because I still don't wanna die So idiotic! Violence, violence No, I can't get, can't get your Cryptic love I lost, love I lost Make it stay, make it stay! Irony, irony My head's constantly a dizzying blur When nihility controls my brain I wish my dream to find a place where I could feel everyone's love can come true