[ ego shifter ] feat. Kasane Teto

"sometimes i look in the mirror and can't tell who i'm looking at" [ prologue - 1 ] vocal : Kasane Teto music/arr/lyrics : nakeiadn video : nakeiadn teto model credit that i used to make all the scenes and stuff : Jomomonogm -= Lyrics =- sometimes i look inside of the mirror and feel so divine other times i look inside and cannot recognize those eyes i can feel my mind divide into a hundred pieces that define my life and the person i display to you will fluctuate to here and there on any given day i promise you it's just a phase i'll go back to the way that i present myself to everyone in hopes that they will see that i am someone worth keeping here and by your side and i can see my figure standing in the mirror pretty clearly but the fact that i can't recognize her smile is quite unnerving i can feel a bead of sweat drip down my forehead as i wonder who the person standing across from me acting as i feel so amazing i've never been nervous i feel like a ruler in a human body i feel sick inside staring in the mirror looking at this body that i hate at times it's ego bursting right at the seams times i feel great and times i feel seen and times that i hate the way that i think i can't believe how good i could be my ego shriveling in my mind times i feel gross and times i don't like and times that i stare inside of my eyes and wonder who that person is i feel like i've been lying all this time laughing like that shows that i'm alright looking at a person just like me sparkling with life just to feel free something's overflowing inside if i let it out will you avert your eyes to the one inside that we helped create begging for unity where we were changed who's this person staring at me i know that i should know but i can't bring myself to think logically i know them and their true identity i think it's more a matter of whether or not i want to see oh, the person staring at me i know that i neglect you and i don't want you to think that i don't love the body that we share and how we seem but i care more about the way they think of us than our self-esteem there's only so much that one could take before their ego splits away and all that's left is what you said promises that end and in the ashes that remain i stand alone there once again asking myself if it's the end freedom? is this freedom? is this everything that we were meant to be? freedom? is this freedom? leaving everything that i was meant to be? i'm just afraid i'm just afraid of finding out there's nothing underneath i'm just afraid i'm just afraid of finding out there's nothing underneath #vocaloid #synthesizerv #teto