DISTORTED MESS - R&H Ft. NOA HEX & NINEZERO {Original SynthesizerV Song}

I'm going through some rough times at the moment, just felt the need to Vent out a bit. My shoulders do feel a bit lighter after writing this song I have another Vent song on the way that is a Collab between me and Ineptune Eyes-P. We are working hard to the MV's for our collab album Florecimiento Carmesí but our artist @bissboye9631 has gone on a Hiatus since they have gotten a bit busy lately. Anyways please enjoy this extremely messy Distorted song about PTSD My ears were bleeding while making it but it was worth it ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Music and Lyric = Me Mixing = @Ineptune-P Art/Visuals = @bissboye9631 & Me (Videos) Editing = Me ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Support my work on Soundcloud and Bandcamp! https://soundcloud.com/rnh_music_official https://riotandhavoc.bandcamp.com/ Don't forget to check me out on Spotify!! https://open.spotify.com/artist/0SOcv4b0Q1mL0vSm0pCZ9j?si=b1v6_-P1T-eOUFt59bxtAA&nd=1&dlsi=fdb5324eaac0464a ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lyrics: {VERSE 1} Tell me, is the mirror lying? Am I changing? Spinning round and round in circles With these shackles stuck to my ankles My mind's programmed and infected, Becoming what I hated. {PRE CHORUS} So i became something that would reflect my pain A virus, A console So i can regain control {CHORUS} My mind is a distorted mess. Memories flash due to smells, Shake the bee's nest inside my head. Their buzzing helps me forget, Replay the scenes from long ago— Smell of blood and tobacco. These episodes, They just get worse. His rough touch, it still lingers. {BRIDGE} Just know i'm here for you You'll get through {VERSE 2} Listen and understand me I know it's not easy When you're spinning 'round in circles With those shackles on your ankles You're so much stronger than you believe I'll help your mind get some peace {BRIDGE} His voice echoes in my mind. I survived. {PRE CHORUS} When I see your eyes, I freeze like a deer in headlights. Am I ready to face you After what you put me through? {CHORUS} My mind is a distorted mess. Memories flash due to smells, Shake the bee's nest inside my head. Their buzzing helps me forget. Put your hands around my neck, Choke me until I drop dead. Replay the scenes from long ago— Smell of blood and tobacco. These episodes,They just get worse. His rough touch, it still lingers. Stay by my side and hold me tight, Frozen in the headlights. My mind is a distorted mess. Memories flash due to smells, Shake the bee's nest inside my head. Your company helps me forget. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- #music #song #synthv #synthesizerv #synthvsongs #synthvmusic #kevin #asterian #noahex #ninezero #synthv2 #synthesizerv2 #vocaloid #vocaloid #songs #vocaloid #music