boring (ft. Eleanor Forte, Kasane Teto)

Sixth track on my EP, "BLESSED LANDS." I wanted to experiment more with key changes and vocal choirs for this track after being inspired by gospel music of all things. I made this song mainly out of frustration though haha. I should note, this technically also has Natsuki Karin and ANRI (both lite) for additional backing vocals during the big choir thing. Written entirely in Abyssbox with vocals made in Synth V Basic with Eleanor, Teto, Natsuki Karin, and ANRI's Lite voicebanks. Please ask for permission and credit me if you use this track. Lyrics: Did you really wanna spend that time with me? Did you ever mean to love? Does he ever mean the things he says to me? Cus I don't know if I can trust So can you tell me if this song still sounds boring? Now I don't know when it's enough Have I earned your admiration yet with this? Or am I blinded by my lust? Is it that I'm boring? (Run off course down off stage right if) Is it that I've gotten stale? (That is all you can muster, もう) You're the one who knows me (めっちゃめっちゃ不肖な) Tell me if I've gone off rails (かわいそうに赤ちゃんね) Maybe I'm just lonely (気持ち悪い人) Selfish then to want a friend (出口で行きましょう) If I'm not so knowing (一緒に二人でも) If I'll care enough about them (今日と明日会いたい) Moonlight glow for the world who loves her Watch her grow into shape before her Moonlight glow past stars behind her Beg for spotlight past the others I lost the meaning of duality with you I don't think I know what's right What do they mean when they say I have potential? Have I not given you my sight? And now I'm bleeding from my scalp from scratching it All I can wonder now is "why?" Thanks for picking up the phone but I'm on hold I swear it feels like I'm disliked 天国は空白な 会える物なら 気持ちいいあんたの手 見えないその日