嫌(=Hate)/重音テトSV Kasane Teto

Lyrics Because I want to get out of here right now, I throw away everything I don’t need—without a trace. I flee from this place I hate and can’t stand. Loss—an emotion I never needed. I’m afraid of the blue sky when my heart is clouded. I hate the shining stars—I don’t want to see them, but I do. I even hate how the things I hate keep increasing. Stupid me, awful people, I’m holding back as much as I can. Awful me, stupid people, Even if I end up coming back here someday— I disappear, I appear. To where? To there. I return, I resent. Whom? Myself. The place I’m alive— Here and there. The thing that dies— My heart. It closes. Because I want to run away from there right now, I throw off all the weight I carry. Someday, something will overflow from here— Everything that lies in my heart. Maybe someday I’ll accept it all. And all that will be left Is just regret. Only that. Comfort scares me— It feels like dying. Beauty disgusts me— It makes me feel ugliness. I hate that the things I hate Keep growing and growing. I disappear, I appear. To where? To there. I return, I resent. Whom? Myself. The place I’m alive— Here and there. The thing that dies— My heart. Open. 今すぐここから出ていきたいから 要らないものだけ残らず捨て去り いらだち嫌ってる場所から逃げる 喪失　要らない感情 青い空が怖い曇ってる心だと 光る星が嫌い見たくないが見える キライなことばかり増えてくのも嫌い 馬鹿な自分嫌な他人 我慢してるできる限り 嫌な自分馬鹿な他人 いつかここに戻るとして 消える見える どこへそこへ 帰る嫌う 誰を僕を 生きてる場所は こことあそこ 死んでいくの 僕の心 閉じて 今すぐそこから逃げ出したいから 重たいものから捨てて いつかはここからなにかが溢れる 心にあるものすべて いつかは認めて 後悔するだけ それだけ 心地よさが怖い 死にゆくみたいで 美しさが嫌い 醜さを感じる キライなことばかり 増えてくのも嫌い 消える見える どこへそこへ 帰る嫌う 誰を僕を 生きてる場所は こことあそこ 死んでいくの 僕の心 開け