salt-wound routine / ft. yi xi

and you can't outrun the warm glow of the sun ----- content warning for blood + mentions of alcohol song, video, art, tuning: @11vein https://x.com/11vein mix: @JamiePaigeIRL https://x.com/pamiejaige vocal: yi xi (synthesizer v) streaming services +: bandcamp: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/11vein/salt-wound-routine music files/svp/inst: https://11vein.tumblr.com/saltwoundroutine ----- this was not originally going to be my debut (non-joke) vocal synth song but here we are ive been working on putting out a song for almost a year now, and in the middle of working on something else my health and life itself decided it was time for me to go to the torture labyrinth... so i ended up making this instead/. i feel its a little cringe but w/e lol!! this is cheesy but thank you to my friends who gave me confidence to put something out (and a special thank u to jamie paige for mixing and adding some little touch-ups it wouldn't sound as good without her ahhhhhh!!) ----- lyrics: lost in throes of a life i hardly know so don't make it worse i can't afford the hearse hold my hand as veins run cold raise a glass sole witness, take the stand heavy hearts won't grieve that soon i'll be that body in the bag a sharp inhale climbing up the walls of the room pill meets tongue, wash down, ceramic dripping maroon leaving numbers, catch-up tones to wake up at noon still saying "hope to see you soon!" (ugh.) a bitter process- two steps back, the match still alight drawing hearts on mirrors so reflections won't bite idled thumbs love taking up the rest of your time so kick back as ash turns to white so is it raining where you are? well, i'm stuck here counting scars i won't dream, but it feels bizarre to find new leads- but, no cigar say good sir, are you playing dumb? or throwing feasts for beelzebub? eyes glazed by the seventh month settle down, find a place to come undone lost in throes of a life i hardly know so don't make it worse i can't afford the hearse hold my hand as veins run cold raise a glass sole witness, take the stand heavy hearts won't grieve that soon i'll be that body in the bag so take your time let the world pass you by exhale and its gone those nights feel so long so lie that line familiar "you'll be fine" 's down triptans and wine under fluorescent light spilling my guts just to share the pain blood under nails, no one else to blame salts of earth gather at the grave a mildew heartbeat can't be saved dead on arrival, still on parade play word games just to see charades "oh, angel, are you okay?" sure, i'll survive long enough, but i'm afraid so let go those wishbones you broke alone so below you'll finally reap what you've sown cause i'm lost in throes of a life i hardly know so don't make it worse i can't afford the hearse hold my hand as veins run cold raise a glass sole witness, take the stand heavy hearts won't grieve that soon i'll be that body in the bag so take your time let the world pass you by exhale and its gone those nights feel so long so lie that line familiar "you'll be fine" 's down triptans and wine under fluorescent light close your eyes come hell or higher tide salt-wound routine rinse and repeat cast pearls before the swine hide alone fear this is all you'll know still, morning comes and you can't outrun the warm glow of the sun #オリジナル曲 #synthesizerv #vocaloid