MORNING / ASA

crying like the morning i was born - - WOWOWOW okay !! i'm so happy with how this came out-- learning aviutl from scratch was quite the effort, but it was worth it TwT (thanks to my tutors, nebulameadow and soup hahdhafahe) and the song itself has been one of my favorite ones i've written, so i'm glad it finally has an MV i'm proud of to go along with it !!! asa is great too, highly reccomend - - music, mv / kian https://x.com/kiandoesnt https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social vocal / asa (VOCALOID6) inst, midi, VPR / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1zpSWYdQtYXd8MJSt2dP_fggyneGJrSip?usp=drive_link part of my second EP, "the morning" streaming / https://smarturl.co.uk/morning spotify / https://open.spotify.com/album/3s9687mVCGxt5sal5CyiNm soundcloud / https://soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/the-morning [lyrics] The end is nigh, take everything I'm terrified to ever think Everything I know is coming to a close, so take it all I'm dangerous I'm nicotine I'm flavorous, a lucid dream Paying on my dime, don't you want to fucking die? I highly doubt it I'm glamorized, I'm itemized I'm happy time with acid eyes Happy, living life I'm happy, feeling fine I love it I don't think I'm ready I don't think I like it I don't think I'm ready at all Make me a mess of blood and gore on the kitchen floor I don't want to do this anymore Take me away from carnivores, through a single door Sheltered and afraid inside a world fate to change forevermore Fuck you for leaving me so torn In every way Killing me in one play, on one day They'll never know it's you who made me take a happy dream A memory And lie through it eternally Dying all alone, I'm dying in my home In my own world Running until my legs are tired Scraping up my legs and shoulders I could set the world on fire Screaming until my blood boils over Make me a mess of blood and gore on the kitchen floor I don't want to do this anymore Take me away from carnivores, through a single door Sheltered and afraid inside a slowly ticking time-bomb in the mind's eye You should know I had your bloody poetry ingrained and swirled within my life It made me want to try Is it wrong to verbalize just how profoundly you have me surprised? You shouldn't tell my why I'm known to fall for lying A terrifying god is nothing but a pawn Make me a mess of blood and gore on the kitchen floor I don't want to do this anymore Straight from the brink, forever yours, a Madonna-whore Fingers wrapped around me stab like thorns Clawing my way through tile floors, into several more Crying like the MORNING I was born Take me away from carnivores, through a single door Sheltered and afraid for my own sake Cause I'll die before I'm saved A terrifying god is nothing but a pawn A life-defying spawn has nothing going on A terrifying god is nothing but a pawn A life-defying spawn has nothing going on A terrifying god is nothing but a pawn A life-defying spawn has nothing going on A terrifying god is nothing but a pawn A life-defying spawn has nothing going on #vocaloid #vocanew #vocaloPost #morning #backrooms