LuvP ft. Yi Xi - finished (full version) - Original Song

Please adhere to the content warning at the beginning of the video. ⊱ ────── 🤍 ────── ⊰ what's the point in trying my will AVAILABLE NOW: https://luvp-p-music.bandcamp.com/album/my-will ⊱ ────── 🤍 ────── ⊰ It's finally finished (ha). To be honest, this song was done two years ago, but with my constantly changing mental health and illness, I felt like I would really worry people if I posted this song. Not only that, but the original mix was awful, and I've changed the vocalist so many times. Not to say I feel 100% better now, I really don't. I still struggle everyday, but that's why I feel like my EP is important, to not only me, but to everyone who feels the same as me. I think it's important for others to know that they're not alone, that we all feel this way one way or another. I'm not really good with words, but I just hope you guys enjoy the song, and the EP if you feel so inclined to listen to more of my stuff. Thank you all so much for believing in me. ⊱ ────── 🤍 ────── ⊰ bg vocals: GUMI SV, YOHIOloid, Miyamai Moca, Qing Su, DAINA, KAITO, Meika Hime, Meika Mikoto, SELENA Inst/SVP: https://file.garden/aechm4tN8glaOMqF/finished%20(full)%20svp%20%2B%20inst.zip ⊱ ────── 🤍 ────── ⊰ Lyrics: I blink, with my eyes staring at a white screen Trying to make programs sing Do you think that I can make it one day? Or is it far too late? In a fit of rage, I rip out a page With my mind a haze, these burnt paths my grave Haven't smiled long, not allowed a song February burns turned more monthly I'm finished, what's the point if no one hears? Finished, you think I sound insincere? I'm finished, I know haters like to shove Finished, but I suck at things I love I'm finished, clothes feel wrong against my skin Finished, to feel happy I should win I'm finished, is there something wrong with me? Finished, is it something I can't see? I'm finished One day, all my hard work will be waste away And there won't be much to say Say, do you think that I can make it one day? Are these dreams too much to take? This worlds falling apart, someone change my heart Grown attached to death, my eternal rest Rose and lavender, smiles and your laughter Trapped within a cage, thought this was my stage Finished, thoughts that scream when I'm alone Finished, selling everything I own I'm finished, all the words I speak are wrong Finished, I'll just make another song I'm finished, no one likes a waste of space Finished, would my fans spit in my face? I'm finished, I won’t be around for long Finished, these intrusive thoughts belong I'm finished Done with dumb, and numb with sadness Spare the fair compare, this world is madness Hating everything Is just a pain to gain there isn't any- Is this how it ends? “Heroes” on the trend? If there is a god, tell me, am I wrong? Lay against the wall, hurts to live at all Was this a mistake? AM I A MISTAKE? I'm so finished, my art fed into AI Finished, maybe my ex friend was right I'm finished, my DAW fighting tooth and nail Finished, my weight slightly off the scale I'm finished, really, what's the point? To try? Finished, I think I deserve to die I'm finished, whether noose or pills or knife Finished, now my parents’ bills are fine Finished, someone else will take my place Finished, before the heat death of space I'm finished, music sucks when no one hears Finished, my cries fall upon deaf ears I'm finished, no one hears my cries of please Finished, what else do you fucking need? I'm finished, you think my feelings are wrong? Finished, maybe Hell’s where I belong I'm finished, the world craves a genocide I'm finished, there's no reason to survive I'm finished, friends successful more than I I'm finished, making music's such a crime I'm finished. ⊱ ────── 🤍 ────── ⊰ Follow me on social media! Linktree: https://linktr.ee/luvplaysgames