【Gumi】Fragile【SynthV Original】

Music, lyrics, art, video by me (Rowan-P) Vocals created using Synthesizer V AI Megpoid Like "Cry About Something Else", this is a song I made quite a while ago that I just decided to make a video for. I am having a lot of fun trying to improve my art skills as I make these. If this song were in an album I would put this as track 5 and "R U in luv w me yet" as track 6, inspired by how Taylor Swift organizes her album track lists. I know almost every song I make is basically a track 5 contender but that pair just fits well together in my head. Lyrics: Wasn't I supposed to learn From painful partings of ways How did I somehow get worse All that it taught me is I can't be trusted So instead of speaking I feel myself shake Like I'm cursed It's moments like this when I realize I did it again Treating all interactions like battles I let out a breath Tell myself they're my friends But ask Why am I still so fragile The question It's shameful So I try to hide all the evidence that this is something I grapple with Even with time having healed me I'm wondering why am I still so fragile I dream that I'll confess that I fear you hate me And you'll sigh and kiss me just to prove me wrong Even then all that my brain will concede is that Maybe it's only 99% sure and not 100% that you've wanted me dead all along It's moments like this when I realize I did it again Treating all interactions like battles I let out a breath Tell myself they're my friends But ask Why am I still so fragile The question It's shameful So I try to hide all the evidence that this is something I grapple with Even with time having healed me I'm wondering why am I still so fragile At least I never deluded myself Into expecting any of this to be enough I swear I won't be surprised if wealth Nor fame never make me feel loved Looking back what did I learn From painful partings of ways Other than how to be worse What did it make me except for mistrusting Of everyone even though it's me that's cursed I tip toe waltz through rooms as if there is glass on the floor But how did it get there If it even matters What shattered Is my fragile ego of course ... vocaloid synthv gumi megpoid hatsune miku original song indie producer electronic music synthpop menhera emo angst