The Surface ft. Po-uta. (VOCALOID ORIGINAL)

Finally bit the bullet and bought v6. Porter Robinson making a Vocaloid was not on my vocal synth bingo card, but it convinced me to finally use v6. I like v6, it's interesting. This song isn't perfect, but I figured you might prefer an imperfect song over nothing. It is, however, filled with a lot of heart. So I hope you all find comfort in its relatability. Shout out to @MonochroMenace for mastering this for me!!! Insane skills both as a producer and audio engineer, I learn so many things from them. Streaming link: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eggtan/the-surface Credits: Production, Lyrics, Tuning, PV, Mix, Art- Eggtan Mastering- MonochroMenace Lyrics: I try not to hold on to all of my fears They float to the surface and then disappear I wonder if they still exist way up there, Or fade into air They set the tempo and I tried to keep up Knew it’d be easier if I just gave up, All of my dreaming, the future that I want Time is so fleeting leading me on Gotta get better at the things that I do and I gotta stop crying or I won’t improve when, I feel alive, I’ll feel much more lucid If I keep trying I know I can do this so Why does karma have a grip on me? Blindly changing my reality, ah One day I’ll make a masterpiece, Until then… Holding my breath I guess time marches forwards, Missing the people I used to grow bored with Not that I need them I’m fine being a lone Still think of them when I miss home I gotta better at the things that I’m doing There’s no use crying I’m still not improving But I feel alive now, swear I’m so lucid Spent too much time to still think I can’t do this I won’t lie Oh, karma has a grip on me Blindly changing my reality, ah “So what you made a masterpiece?” “What comes next?” I am not dumb, and I am not stupid, I know exactly what comes if I do this Read every warning, know them by heart But it’s not living until I see stars And I’m not the one, who has all the answers, Don’t know the tricks that will make it come faster I’ll be honest, although I’m unsure, right now I feel certain, I’ll see myself on the surface Sometimes, it hurts to create, I feel it there, How my hands like to shake in the surface air, I just wanted to be you, it isn’t fair It never is, on the surface (Sometimes, it hurts to create, I feel it there, How my hands like to shake in the surface air, I just wanted to be you, it isn’t fair It never is, on the surface)