Living Life Online / ft. Stardust Infinity

I SWEAR ON MY LIFE THE VFLOWER SONG IS STILL COMING GUYS I PROMISE (explodes) I hope you guys like this for the meantime tho! Hopefully I can get the Vflower song out early-late december! (Hopefully...) I'm still working on a few other things at once, but my priorities are the vflower song, the next song in The Synthetic Psyche and then other stuffz Lyrics: I crave your trust Tell me I'm best Oh I need you close Yet I reflect Each word unsaid I'm doing all I can So full of hatred I close my eyes and wish I were dead (chorus) Oh I'm out of breath and stuck to my bed living life online and I cant forget all the things you said All the things I left and regret The blood drops stain my desk I try to cry my eyes protest I've tried my best I tried my best I tried (verse 2) Walking past winter hotel suites Doesn't a life of need Sound so neat? Wandering through paralyzed dreams The life I seek is only when I'm asleep I'll cut off my tag and run in the rain Run from my life and run from the pain I'm tired of this stupid blame game I wanna be my own person but do I really deserve it? yelling out for others service trying to find my own purpose I wanna feel alive I dont want to keep on crying I wanna be alright Yet I always say "I'm fine" they see my feelings as a lie No matter how hard I try (chorus) Oh I'm out of breath and stuck to my bed living life online and I cant forget all the things you said All the things I left and regret The blood drops stain my desk I try to cry my eyes protest I've tried my best I tried my best I tried