【VOCALOID Original】The Mirror【GUMI English】

(!!Flashing images, minor nsfw!!) I really did love you. ... LYRICS: When we first met, I felt like A super lucky girl Every day was so special, and You were my whole world Years went by, it's all different The rose-colored haze is gone No one believes me when I say I'm still happy They want me to move on But I don't care if you call me someone else's name Just let things stay the same I don't care if you hurt me, please don't desert me I'll keep my mouth shut, I'll take the blame I'm fully aware that you don't love me (Never have, never will, might not even know how) But this heart of mine is hopelessly hungry So that truth isn't allowed I've been looking in the mirror and pretending (Even though it isn't so) And still, I'm afraid that it's ending I don't want to be alone I know all good things end And I know forever's too long But I spend every minute of every damn day Wondering what went wrong You're my reality, in totality You're my reason to live and be alive Don't say that you'll leave me, that you don't need me Without you I can't survive I'm fully aware that you don't love me (But I know you still want to believe him somehow) I say these words so confidently even so, I'm too proud To stop looking in the mirror and pretending ("Please say it isn't so") I just can't accept that it's ending I'm terrified of being alone My sadness is a bitter, deep blue It's times like this I wish you knew My sadness is a bitter, deep blue But would you even care if you knew? I'm fully aware that you don't love me You'll never know how But I've spent so long in this stupid fantasy It's too late to turn back now I've become the mirror, I've spent too long pretending (Even though it wasn't so) Why should I give a damn if it's ending? I was - I am - I always have been alone! ... Vocals: GUMI English Song/Art/Video: AmeKinoko Additional sound effects from Soundsnap