Drifting feat. Gumi V3 English - Kinoshita Crazy

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5eOSvI5eAE02ar1MM8ZFkv?si=01859856ff714917 APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/drifting-feat-gumi-single/1784943961?l=zh-Hans-CN BANDCAMP: https://kinoshitacrazy.bandcamp.com/track/drifting-feat-gumi I wrote this song a while back when I was going through some stuff. the lyrics arent really representative of how i feel now. Staircatte really did some insane work making Gumi English sound intelligible. This song could not have existed without them. Music/lyrics: Kinoshita Crazy https://x.com/Kinoshita_Crazy https://bsky.app/profile/kinoshitacrazy.bsky.social Tuning: Staircatte https://x.com/Staircatte @Staircatte Art: Beehunterkisser https://bsky.app/profile/beehunterkisser.bsky.social https://x.com/beehunterkisser Lyrics: A perfect storm dressed in uniform works to keep me from reaching cloud nine I ask for a raincheck to escape this shipwreck but the captain has to go down with the crew Chanting “You’ve got nothing to prove you’re worth throwing a raft to” Search the sea looking for a semblance of me Hoping to find the remains of all the things I wanted to be Time’s the referee silently judging me Knowing the clock will run out and that this game will end Wake up and start back at square one Pick pieces and hope for a good roll How do you win a game like this? Maybe it was always just rigged from the start Calling in sick to life today I don’t feel like getting up to work I start Drifting out through waves of doubt Self-loathing Here to stay Search the sea looking for a semblance of me Looking for the mind that I lost Are you sure this isn’t a lost cause Don’t mind me I’m just pretending to be something more than I am claiming I have a plan Is there a point to this pencil or do I have to use the eraser? Mistakes made with permanent ink bleeding through the paper that is my Mind refuses to work and there’s no warranty, guarantee, anything is worth saving from the wreck Search the sea finding nothing but me Coming across all the remains of all the things I wanted to be If “It’s all in my head” then how do I cut the thread The stem that keeps these thoughts filling me up with dread I just want my head to think straight Can the record please just stop skipping This song just keeps on repeating, but it won't take me back to the beginning