【tira feat. Yun Quan】aBaNDoNWaRe【ORIGINAL SONG】

--GROUND DOWN MY NAILS AND STUDY MY TEETH-- --PLEASE WHAT DID THE GODS DO TO ME?-- - -- ----- SPOTIFY + ITUNES: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tiramika/abandonware GET THIS SONG ON BANDCAMP: https://tiramika.bandcamp.com/track/abandonware SVP + INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1MQMGjRweNiE3d1e2oZkA4pvbl9LudVZb?usp=sharing JOIN THE FAN DISCORD: https://discord.gg/hrXx9PZA5d - -- ----- worm credits: pigeon c-horses astrallace toast[as toast] ty you lot for allowing to be in this, i love you all/p and yall the real reason i'm still kicking - -- ----- LYRICS: [chorus] Breathing in slowly, blissfully waiting mourning so coldly, anticipating Phelgm in my lungs and gore on my feet oh what did the drugs do to me? Disease is spreading, a chronic condition Worrying counts of something unforgiving in my bloodstream [verse one] Fighting thin air to let me breathe once more [just let me breathe] And the doc swears this new cure will stop the sore But it's starting to skip like a- [broken record] Belief runs dry, the sort of thing i just can't afford [chorus] Breathing in slowly, blissfully waiting Mourning so coldly, anticipating Phelgm in my lungs and gore on my feet Oh what did the drugs do to me? Disease is spreading, a chronic condition Worrying counts of something unforgiving in my bloodstream [chorus two] Sarcasm dripping, mechanical schisms I'm feeling so burnt out, a medical prison Ground down my nails and study my teeth Please what did the gods do to me? Disease is spreading, a chronic condition Worrying counts of something unforgiving in my bloodstream [verse two] I give up it's five minutes past four [five minutes past] But the clock lies, aeons pass outside my door What delusions escape such a [fleeting remorse] Now it's four past five, i'll give up on this life of mine [chorus] Breathing in slowly, blissfully waiting Mourning so coldly, anticipating Phelgm in my lungs and gore on my feet Oh what did the drugs do to me? Disease is spreading, a chronic condition Worrying counts of something unforgiving in my bloodstream [chorus two] Sarcasm dripping, mechanical schisms I'm feeling so burnt out, a medical prison Ground down my nails and study my teeth Please what did the gods do to me? Disease is spreading, a chronic condition Worrying counts of something unforgiving in my bloodstream [outro] Stuck with a needle in my neck Can I handle what comes next? Feeling so fatigued it's hard to go on And yet, past the fog that's in my head Something glows a vivid red It resembles peace, but to my own bitter end - -- ----- SOCIAL MEDIA: Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/tiramika.bsky.social Bandcamp: https://tiramika.bandcamp.com/ https://linktr.ee/tira.mika - -- ----- CREDITS: Lyrics, music, tuning, art, video: tira Vocals: Yun Quan and Wei Shu SynthV - -- ----- All my work is licensed under Creative Commons Noncommercial Sharealike 4.0; You may cover and remix it, as long as you credit me properly and follow the terms. Read more here: https://tiramika.net/doku.php?id=wiki:licensing