【Otomachi Una】selfish you 【English Cover】

hi, im ren! as soon as i heard this song i wanted to cover it rlly badly, but idk any german so i thought..why not make an english version? this was my first time writing translyrics! i tried to portray the "deeper" meaning of the song without being too literal while also playing into the sea/water theming the song has..i hope i did it justice! also i am so sorry this cover/mv is so lackluster sobs, i do not have a quarter of the mixing and editing talent that suzie and monochromemedia have so please bare with me- the cover is missing a lot of vocal chops bc i do not know for the life of me how to go about doing that. i put a lot of effort into it nonetheless so i hope you enjoy! lyrics (you're allowed + encouraged to use these! just please give me proper credit :] ) Suppressing the tendencies that I can’t escape Fruitlessly clambering, my efforts end up in vain That’s why even the thinness veil of hope I see, Waves of my imprudent efforts come back just to topple me down clean The tide washes me up once more Soaked in my bitterness on the shore Oh selfish you Captured in my monsoon Wrangle and twitch, What shall you do? You That my riptide secludes Pull you afar That just won’t do Foolish assumption to think you could escape me Pathetically flounder, I grin: your tail between my teeth Choke out: “but there’s plenty of fish in the sea!” Others fall for your tactics, but they can’t take my prize catch from me Though we’re hanging on by a thread, Drown in my cycle: whirlpool of dread Oh selfish you Captured in my monsoon Wrangle and twitch, What shall you do? You As my obsession brews Withdrawal from me What should I do? Drifting aimlessly out to sea The waves of my sins have captured me, see? I could fight these currents all goddamn day I know no endeavor could make you stay! Oh selfish you Grounded in my monsoon Gasp for a breath Not much to do Soon The stream consumes us here My cries to you Fall on deaf ears You Drowning in my monsoon We both succumb Deep in the blue You Who my riptide broke through Descending deep I bid adieu