【VOCALOID Original】 Asthma 【GUMI English ft. Megurine Luka】

''Asthma'' is now on iTunes, Spotify, Amazon Music, Google Play and CO! (´ ∀ ` *) https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/reoni/asthma-remastered ''Schizophrenia cannot be understood without understanding despair.'' -R. D. Laing Download as MP3: https://cawer.bandcamp.com/track/asth... SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/reoni/vocaloid... NND: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm27284153 OFF VOCAL: https://www.dropbox.com/s/9pqujjcoyt632wb/Asthma%20new%20mastered%20off%20vocal.mp3?dl=0 LYRICS: https://app.box.com/s/u4v832gk07vv95r... VSQx: https://www.dropbox.com/s/heeclnsjnuocwhj/Asthma%20VSQX.zip?dl=0 (EDIT: 3:24 should be ''tore'' not teared. Pardon me!) ------------------------------------- Q&A: Q: What is the song about? A: The song is about Schizophrenia and more or less about DID (Dissociative identity disorder). I have an official diagnosis mental health related. However, I am doing fine for a couple of years in a row now and preferably would like to keep moving on. This song has been written out of experience, it's not written out of absolute uncertainty about the topics. Q: Why did you choose a misleading title? A: This question was often asked and was one of the reasons for me disabling the comment section. It is in no way a misleading title, in my opinion there can't be any misleading music titles. If it was a video non-music related, I would have certainly understood. In music it's often important to be creative, having an encrypted message behind a title (as well as the lyrics) is very common among musicians. Q: ''I am diagnosed/have Asthma.'' A: I am sorry to hear that. Actually it's common to develop Asthma and I understand your compassion about this song, nonetheless please respect the official theme that this song was written for and which can be looked up above. Also please do not flood the comment section anymore with such remarks. They have been influencing the closure of the comments section to 90%. Such comments are flagged as spam and will be removed in future. I wish you a healthy recovery. Q: ''Asthma is not a topic to joke about like that.'' A. I'm sorry that I made you think like that, but I've already explained a lot about this song in this description and also explained further why I chose this title in the end. Please refrain from making harmful accusations like that, every disorder/illness is taken very seriously by me and I would never joke about such serious topics, unless it is appropriate and okay with the person in front of me. Q: Why is it called ''Asthma''? A: I wrote this song to explain what I have experienced. During my experiences I've felt like it was hard to breathe (the interpretation on this sentence is open). I've had a major depression phase during that time and it's not that uncommon that victims of said illnesses feel that they keep falling deeper into a hole where it's hard to breathe in/hard to get rid of the illness. Q: Why did you disable the comments? A: I explained it further above. Basically, a lot of people have not been respecting my artistic freedom, accused me and the song of being something that they aren't and I have been flooded with spam messages. I needed to breathe through, it was very difficult. In the end there was no other choice than to disable the comment section. I still got comments on other videos, asking why I did do this and they proceeded with telling me about this song and their life stories. This made me feel uncomfortable, since it also was quite inappropriate writing such under another video of mine not related at all to the certain topic of that particular video, but at least it wasn't 200 daily notifications. I appreciate everyone who reached out to me to tell me about their life and how my song moved them. I would have never imagined that a simple song like this can touch so many people's hearts and even help them to get better and overcome certain things. It means the world to me and even if I do not respond to you, please know that I'm reading every single of your comments. ---------------------------------------------------------- You know, you just want to escape from those demons, but in the end you always give in, no matter how hard you try not to, and you end up getting more insane. At last I want to say, that I know the mastering, mixing and animation actually sucks, but this is my first attempt on making a song. Hope you enjoy that little weird trip! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SPECIAL THANKS TO: Densha Da-Yo, Colossae and lastly CerifUTAU. Also Shia for this one freaking motivating video. JUST DO IT. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Music, Lyrics, Tuning, Mastering, Video: Cawer Art by Colossae: (https://colossae.deviantart.com) Vocals: GUMI English feat. Megurine Luka V4X English Straight