[ELEANOR FORTE] Gift From God [SYNTHV ORIGINAL]

What would you do to protect the ones you love? ...I see. But... ...What if they found out? ----- LYRICS: I've been given a gift from God As he fell from his heaven, let go of his eternity He showed me a future that we are not in, And gave me His heart, an opportunity to change it... Oh, how I wish I could turn back time Drown deep in the water, and throw away His heart Then maybe I could get the pain and grief out of my mind. But that'd make me a coward, So a loveless life is fine. You call it a weapon, but I don't think that's right. 'Cause how can a knife keep pumping, bleeding life? I never wanted those eyes to fear holding mine. But I held His knife, an opportunity to change it... Oh, how I wish I could turn back time Drown deep in the water, and throw away His knife Then maybe I could get the pain and grief out of my mind. But that'd make me a coward. So a loveless life is fine. "。。。おれがなにをした？" I've been given a gift from God As I tore Him from His heaven, destroyed His eternity He showed me the future that we are not in, And gave me His knife, an opportunity to change it... Oh, how I wish I could turn back time Drown Him in the water, and curse His stupid knife...! Then maybe I could get the pain and grief out of my mind. And that'd make me a murderer... But if you're alive, it's fine. You hunted me down, followed my tragedy Saw blood on the knife, and that was the end of me. I never wanted those eyes to fear holding mine But I held His knife, an opportunity to change it You call it a weapon, but I don't think that's right. Cause how can a knife keep pumping, bleeding life? I never wanted those eyes to fear holding mine... And you can call me a murderer, But your pulsing life is- "ごめんなさい。。。” ”。。。” ”。。。あいしてる。” ----- I wrote this three years ago when I was working a shitty carnival job. It was deep into a twelve hour shift and it was ten at night and I was really tired of watching the empty kiddie boats. This is edgy I know but..... I'm trying my best here. SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/pastelkiwi/eleanor-forte-gift-from-god-synthv-original