【Asterian】MEMORY【Original song】

I don't know how to feel about this song or its art lol I like his hands tho On one side i'm "OH WOW I COMPOSED THIS SO GOOD" And on the other hand its just a very depressing depressing song with depressing depressing tune and depressing depressing lore Heyyy so heres this dudes lore (he doesnt have a name yet) Basically, he was taken to a lab as a young child and told he would have his problems fixed/helped but ended up being used as a living experiment/plaything, to the point where he ended up having PTSD. So to put it short. Ptsd song! I dont know what to put in the description im sorry bahaha OH One more thin I remembered like 5 mins after I posted it lol I saw this guy in a dream and thats where his design / backstory was from. If I remember correctly I was also the scientist who traumatized him...oopsie Also! He was originally a cyclops! Come to think of it I should've used Kuzuda Rou haha LYRICS: THINGS I FORGOT, ARE ALL AT ONE FAULT, AND ALL OF MY MEMORIES SLIP FROM MY PALMS BUT, I REMEMBER PAIN, EVERY SINGLE NAME LIVED THROUGH IT ALL OH I CAN HEAR THE VOICE, AND WITHOUT A CHOICE IT STAYS IN MY SKULL AGAIN THINGS I’VE LONG LOST GATHER AT ONE SPOT AND ALL OF MY DIGNITY’S GONE FROM MY GRASP WHILE EVERY SINGLE WORD, IN MY SKIN LIKE SHARDS, STUCK IN MY ARMS OH I CAN HEAR THE VOICE, TELLING ALL THE WRONGS, WRITING DOWN ACHE AGAIN [never was this way,] [I wasn’t full of shame] [Till you played your games] [I never was the same,] [Through torture and through pain] [I have no real name] [I’m broken in my mind,] [I’m ruined all for your] [Cruel unusual] [Tricks and tests and such,] [One rotting spoils the bunch] [So lock me away!] LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME?! EVERY CLOCK THAT SPINS, THIRTY-THREE WORDS EMBEDDED INSIDE OF ME!! THIS IS ALL THAT I CAN SEE NOW, LOOK AT WHAT HAS BECOME OF ME, EVERY CHANGE IS INSANITY! WORDS HAVE BURROWED INSIDE OF ME! NOW IT’S ALL THAT I CAN BE! WORDS I FORGOT ARE STILL IN ONE SPOT! THEY ROT MY SUBCONCIOUS MIND, ENTER MY THOUGHT OF PEOPLE THAT I SEE EVERYTHING IS RESEMBLING ME! AND I CAN SEE THE PAIN, SEEPING FROM THEIR VEINS, IT SAYS IT ALL THROUGH THEM. PEOPLE LONG LOST TO COPIUS THOUGHTS, THEY SEEM AS MY MEMORIES! SEEN AS IT ALL BUT EVERYTHING IS NOW DRIPPING WITH THE DELUSION OF PSYCHE I CAN HEAR THE VOICE, SAYING OVER MINE, WHAT I’VE DONE WRONG AGAIN! DYING OF MY INSANITY! LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE MADE OF ME! PLANET IN MY HEAD, IMAGE OF THINGS I CAN’T FORGET! MY STUPIDITY! DRIPPING WITH MY LOST DIGNITY, COPING WITH WHAT WAS TOOK FROM ME PLANTED DEEPLY INSIDE OF ME, THINGS I CAN’T REVERSE, THEY ALL STUCK WITH ME, EASILY! This channel contains mentions of death and violence and stuff other possible triggers! My music's for 13+, don't traumatize yourself and/or get me sued by your parents tags: vocaloid,synthv,synthesizer v,synthv vocaloid,vocaloid original,vocaloid songs,synthv songs,synth v,synthesizerv,Asterian,synthv Asterian,vocaloid asterian,vocaloid playlist,synthesizer v studio,original song,eclipsed sounds,synthv original,vocaloid english cover