Anhedonia (SynthV original ft. Mo Chen & Eleanor Forte AI)

CW: none? Making weird music is my passion. While making this song I kept mispelling anhedonia Lyrics: Interest fading from my eyes After a time of delightful surprise Anhedonia I mask from me I've been feeling strangely uncanny Calling, calling, calling-calling me! Calling, calling, calling me... Calling, calling, calling-calling me! Calling, calling, calling me... Searching seeking snow slow melting Waiting grieving lazying inaction Finding losing reseeking again Warming burning scorching ashen The phone is still ringing, ringing Oh leave me alone all to myself The phone is still ringing, ringing Oh leave me alone all to myself Melody stretching and fading out After a time the cold settles in Dysthymia is part of me I think I've been standing on the very brink My words growing ever weak trail off Aphasia has taken its residence Anhedonia taking hold of me I've been feeling familiar and eerie Calling... Calling, calling calling Calling me... Mhm... Calling... Calling, calling calling Calling me... Mhm... The phone is still ringing, ringing Oh leave me alone all to myself The phone is still ringing, ringing Oh leave me alone all to myself (Searching seeking snow slow melting Waiting grieving lazying inaction Finding losing reseeking again Warming burning scorching ashen) Interest is part of me again As in a tapestry of unending rain Anhedonia I miss daily I've been feeling strangely uncanny My taste is distorting more and more Aphantasia dying to be reborn Anhedonia where have you been my dear? I've been feeling not very well I fear *** Melody playing dissolving out After a time it's alright again Delusional suits me fine though I doubt I've been feeling my insides are without