ex-p - VIDEO GAMES ft. Kasane Teto (SynthV Original Song)

BANDCAMP: https://ex-p-loids.bandcamp.com/track/video-games-w-synthv-teto-ai MADE THIS YESTERDAY! PROUD OF IT!!!! thank you so much ryan (ryejpeg) for your awesome help on this too!! instrumental: https://www.mediafire.com/file/sq122nhhy9j3fqt/155_videogames_inst.mp3/file lyrics: i'm so mad wish i could get the load off of my brain but i'm so fucking bad at video games :/ i'll just get angry and i'll throw all of my shit out of the window! while all my friends are doing fine i let myself get left behind it's nothing new it's all my fault it's what i do there must be something fucking wrong with me i don't know if i'm screaming or if i can't breathe but every day i fuck it up more and i never feel right (yea) so i just go back to a job i hate i still gotta make rent and i gotta get paid until I escape God I hope i escape and i'm so sad wanna distract from all the things i break but i'm so fucking bad at video games!! cant find a way out of this trap (there isnt one) all my friends are doing fine but i guess that I lost track of time it's all my fault it's what i say it's what i do (its what i deserve!) i think theres something fucking wrong with me i don't know if i'm screaming or if i can't breathe but every day i fuck it up more and i never feel right (yea) but i’ll go back to a job i hate cause i still gotta make rent and i gotta get paid until I escape! God I hope i escape!