Cloud 9 / ZiePan feat. JUN

!! CONTENT WARNINGS: Flashing Lights, implied suicidal ideation, brief mention of misogyny !! Hiya~~ It's ZiePan! (((o(*°▽°*)o))) Wah, I'm so excited for you all to hear this one!! I think it's my favorite so far. I think most parts of it turned out really cool! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ ...And actually, after I had already written the lyrics, I met a cute guy who I sort of started crushing on (which is Super rare for me!!!) which made tuning JUN's part hell! But, that just goes to show, maybe anomalies aren't so rare after all ( ; -///-) STREAMING: (Coming Soon) BUY/DOWNLOAD: https://ziepan.bandcamp.com/track/cloud-9 ✧CREDITS✧ ⭑ Music: ZiePan ⭑ Vocals: ZiePan, JUN ⭑ Illustration & MV: intk-vis (@inkt-vis.bsky.social) OFF VOCAL: (coming soon) .｡*ﾟ+.*.｡ﾟLYRICS +..｡*ﾟ+ Cumulus clouds drifting far away Seem closer than ever when our fingers interlace My eyes flicker down, cause I can't look at your face I'm overwhelmed now that you reciprocate... My feelings~! Oh honeybee... Oh honeybee... So did it hurt? It's like an angel's fallen for me! It makes me giddy! I just can't believe that there's a man on earth this cute who's into me! All of this time, strangers online Men on the street. they want to **** They think I'm a girl. That makes me hurl. The way that their eyes want to undress me! I'd given up on finding love I thought I'd just be hot and lonely But here you are, tangible star, my heaven-sent anomaly! You break the pattern in the tapestry (Despite how it's been weaved) You're pulling strings between the pins up in the sky Make a constellation that connects you and me So we can gaze upon our love at night I'm on cloud 9! Heaven doesn't seem so far But I'm pretty sure I'm living cause I feel my beating heart If I whine, its only cause it's so bizarre to think that you could fall in love with me I jump up high and heaven doesn't seem so far When I come back to the earth and land within your loving arms When you smile I simply want to fall apart 'Cause I can't believe you fell in love with me My honeybee is just a fantasy My angel is still a stranger... Let me confess, my head is a mess The picture I paint is only fiction I manifest a life for myself That grants me fragments of affection I know that one day I should grow up Accept that rainbows aren't so common But what if I dream? I want to believe in a world where I'm treated like a human being! 'Cause yeah! it hurts to only ever be the object or face rejection But what can I do when happiness only exists in my imagination? Cumulus clouds drifting far away Seem entirely out of reach My eyes flicker down and I don't know what to say I'm overwhelmed... When I'm alone heaven doesn't seem so far And I wonder if it's better to admit that life's too hard But I won't go, 'cause somewhere there's a shining star Who's falling at the same velocity And when it falls I want catch it in my arms And bring to the earth to build a home where we belong If I cry it's only cause I feel so warm Knowing there's someone who fell as hard me I'm on cloud 9! Heaven doesn't seem so far But I think I'll keep on living long as I can see the stars If I whine, its only cause it's so bizarre To think that anybody could love me I jump up high and heaven doesn't seem so far When I come back to the earth and land within your loving arms When you smile I simply want to fall apart 'Cause I wonder if you'll fall in love with me My anomaly... My anomaly... Can my fantasies be a reality If I find someone who's falling just like me?