【CYBER DIVA】STORY OF ANTIPATHY (remake)【VOCALOID Original】

HUGE thanks to Autumn (garden_of_autumn on ig) for the artwork Here comes the remake of tbh my fav song of mine It was a hella work because Vocaloid kept crashing lol,, I expected something more, but ig this is it Also thank you so much Autumn for advertising this song! And thanks to everyone who cheered me up while I was making this song too haha,, I seriously love the artwork aaaaa Lyrics: These crossed fingers remind me that There's a sorry left unsaid In this moment of apprehension Afraid you'll leave me, our thread unwed The truth is f*cking disappointing It feels like a lesson I'll never learn And the memory of you makes me Want to cross the barrier and disappear I'm trying to find a way to understand myself And you feel guilt even though I've made a mistake My regret is beyond me and with that said There's nowhere to hide, no place to fend Now that you have opened the door I try to find what lies within you I still pretend, yet you already know Who I really tend to be The truth is hard to understand It's like a feeling that won't go away And the memory of you is tearing me apart, there's no escape I'm trying to find a way to understand myself And I feel guilt even though I've fixed my mistake My regret outruns me and with that said I'll disappear, remaining sad