【✦SynthV_ORIGINAL】PFKM【Mo Chen】

SVP + INST: https://www.mediafire.com/file/ccnc13fnrwpgt4j/pleasefuckingkillme_files.zip/file REMASTERED VERSION: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hF5ls8_imE IMPORTANT: PLEASE READ DISCLAIMER AT THE BEGGINING OF THE VIDEO. ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── ✦INFO A song about a people who suffer from mental illness as well as trying to find the strength to speak up about their experiences with it. This song is also based on my interpretation of Mochen, I hope this song is able to explain him better as a character. ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── ✦CREDITS Everything → UpTown-P Vocals → Mo Chen ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── ✦SOCIALS + EXTRA bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/angel416.bsky.social deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/4-blood soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomathew → FNV carrd: https://fnv-utau.carrd.co/ ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── ✦Lyrics: Oh, why wash away the pain When everyday is the same? It's not like that's gonna help me, now is it? hardly. Shut myself in on a whim Talking to people? that's grim. I cant stand to be around anybody I know these habits are fruitless But honestly, what's the point? Keep digging myself deeper. God, don't you want to stop? Really just want to drop? Lying down on your floor, puking your fucking guts out To say that I've had enough Would say that I'm not so tough Just put a gun to my head Go on, please fucking kill me. Motivation has been hard to find recently Been stuck in my bed, doing jack shit. To my life as a walking zombie Take all my woes now, no I wont say sorry Go wreck yourself up, make it a hobby Think about it now, were quite fucked, aren't we? Don't wanna live life this way It really is such a pain I'm feeling physically weak Man I really am a freak. I really want it to stop Can't even climb to the top These tears are starting to leak Jeez, why am I such a freak? Don't you want to stop? Really just want to drop!? Lying down on your floor, puking your fucking guts out Not saying this is a bluff but really, I'm not so tough Just put a gun to my head Go on, please fucking kill me. The will to live isn't strong Can't even do right, just wrong. I honestly couldn't care I'm awful, I'm well aware I'm not deserving of life I'm not deserving of love Please put a gun to my head My god, just fucking kill me.