Aphelia - Hanahaki (Official Lyric Video) feat. Qing Su

"you never wanted me to be able to breathe" full pv is coming in the next month or so, so please bear with me a little longer for that! Hii, I don't have my own server but I do admin the vocaloid community server and would love to see you: https://discord.gg/QsY3Sj28JJ SVP Base + Unmastered Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1vGQ4-M3ECKITZ78WfCM3LlP97zCXo94R?usp=sharing Purchase/Stream: Bandcamp: https://vocaphelia.bandcamp.com/track/hanahaki Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-845315252/hanahaki-official-audio-feat-qing-su?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7ATOUUcWURRlxm3Zo8UQKE?si=6915fec1ed3f4709 Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/hanahaki-feat-qing-su-single/1623323348 Amazon: https://music.amazon.com/albums/B09ZX25PK2?marketplaceId=ATVPDKIKX0DER&musicTerritory=US&ref=dm_sh_RfKjxtLJokm4g1AR6Zdx3Sft2&trackAsin=B09ZXBWYKF Credit: Art: crow https://twitter.com/crowstears Inst. Comp, Arrange and Inst. Mix : Iriku Atushi https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZVMSk1ClHkS1jixxPnsLUA https://twitter.com/IrikuAtushi Vocal Melody/Tuning Cleanup/Vid: Rishie https://twitter.com/Rishhie https://www.youtube.com/c/RishieP/featured Vocal/Final Mix/Master: Lowlander https://twitter.com/_Lowlander https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDPVqjdZMjxUOhPinETDVYQ Tuning/Everything Else: Aphelia https://twitter.com/vocaphelia LYRICS: CHOKE Tranquil, Fields of lavenders Burning, Into my memories Falling, Into a peaceful dream Loving the feel of you Come don't you feel me too I want to be with you so Won't you show me your heart Don't leave me in the dark I'm nothing without you Wait! Why aren’t you here, but Wait! Why are these tears forming Hate to see you walk away Fate is denying me (PLEASE) I was living in a dream Couldn't see anything Far away from everybody close to me That was when you came to free me from this agony’s All I feel Coughing up all of my feelings Releasing me from these dreams You put a spell on me Wanting me to see all those beautiful things You said we could always be ok through anything But now i feel nothing As these roots envelope me Thorns pierce through me Roses surrounding me Inhaling all of your toxicity Something is blooming Inside of me Growing quickly But it isn't love Loving is hard to do What do I mean to you Thoughts running through my mind I Struggle to feel for you Head's splitting into two You're getting far away oh Lilacs sprouting from my heart As things start to get dark Struggling to breathe I don't know what this means Yet you won't come comfort me Harder to feel your Love doesn't mean anything to you anymore Hopes get replaced by despair It seems that you aren't there What about those things you wanted me to see Love is stabbing through my lungs Vines surround everything Spring blooms into view and It is stealing everything Spring is coming Growing in me Petals spreading with each heartbeat Flora spawning from my soul Love is breaking me in two I can feel myself turn cold No longer feel warmth from you You don't want me anymore Pain consuming all of my being Can't feel anything at all Wasn't much else to do Now my heart's gone still And it's because of you All of me now feels so cold I'm hollow with no soul Frostbite in my veins And now I'm just a doll But that's what you wanted right A body with no life Just a girl to do anything that you like Never gonna feel again But don't think that you win An empty husk doesn't have the heart to let you live You said you wanted to dream So dream forevermore Nurturing cold hate Where there had once been warmth Taking me from what I knew Had seemed so kind of You never wanted me to be able to breathe Fields of lilies wilt away Gone along with my pain Such a shame that now You'll pay for your mistakes Broken stems that once were dream Now mean nothing it seems But it was such a nice thing don't you think you'll agree But why is It that I feel empty You're gone and yet This cold is still haunting me Chilling my very soul Spring has left me And now I'll never feel again