{ Vocaloid Original Song } The Future I Stole Away (Eleanor Forte English)

THIS SONG DOES NOT ADVOCATE FOR SU1C1DE. SU1C1DE IS NOT WORTH IT. PLEASE, STAY ALIVE, WE’RE ROOTING FOR YOU National Su1c1de prevention hotline: 800-273-8255 (Even as she did this, she’d run out of tears to shed. She looks in the mirror, her last memory. This is the first and last time she ever had the energy to actually do something. “Goodbye,” She whispers. “I won’t miss me.” But she did.) Sorry this is not danganronpa related but it was just something I wanted to try out lol This is a song about a girl with crippling depression, so bad that she can’t even find the motivation to get out of bed in the morning. She desperately tries to escape and ends up resorting to ending it all. However, she quickly finds that in severing ties with her illness she has also severed ties with the entirety of her future and any form of reality. Lyrics by me Music by me Art by me Vocals by Eleanor Forte (made using Synthesizer V, basically a vocaloid software) Assets (including instrumentals and acapella) in case anyone wants to cover it (please ask first though) https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1aBZfMQ89s6S1AC5t-XW0VwjGC8X0yWwO Lyrics It’s time to play My friends are in the sun Not me today, I’m much too sick to come I’ll stay inside just like I always do And say goodbye to spending time with you Time moves on, but I do not The world just doesn’t wait I’m left to decay and rot By now I know my fate I’m Sick and weak My future’s looking bleak, This place I, once called home Now feels like a cell I can’t escape Each night I stop to pray That next morn, I wake up as someone else Tomorrow too These pills go in my mouth What do they do? Don’t feel like finding out Why am I me? Did I do something wrong? Why must I be So sickly for so long? “Wait until tomorrow comes, It’s all just in your head” Yesterday they said that but I still can’t leave my bed Every day’s the same and I Just wish that it would end I miss all those hopeful times When I could see my friends I’m Sick and frail, And all I do is fail, Every day, Just feels worse than the one before I can’t escape, Why must it be this way? Let me leave, I can’t take it anymore! Every day just feels the same Wake up, cry, and be in pain I just want to break these walls I’ll do anything at all Will this sickness take my life? Kill me slowly from inside? If there’s no chance I’ll get well, Then I’ll end it all myself At last, I’m free I’m not sick anymore No meds fixed me So I made my own cure… I’m Better now I found my own way out I destroyed my existence for something more Sickness took my life I helped it grab the knife And it gave me the door that I yearned for Now I see that there’s nothing past that door...