【SYNTHV ORIGINAL】odotter - I Want To Live【FEAT. XUAN YU】

i really like how xuan yu sounds when he swears LOL --------------------- SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/odotter TUMBLR: http://mareuseu-art.tumblr.com/ TWITTER: https://twitter.com/odotter_ TWITCH: https://www.twitch.tv/odotter_ -------------------- stock footage: https://freestockfootagearchive.com/ INST/SVP/WAV: https://www.mediafire.com/file/lqswlxg07pq3iat/I+Want+To+Live.rar/file SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Inex1z1LxlQhDH6YoCY1b?si=fa49262ad7af4bff -------------------- Lyrics: Conversations I've had with myself Over and over I've clawed my way out of my own personal hell I've taken all the antidotes and pills So why the fuck do I still feel so ill Your waves want to pull me out to sea All the shit you say keeps washing over me And I'm just trying to keep myself from going underneath I don't need the negativity With you near me I find it hard to breath and I Need the oxygen In my lungs again Cause I-I-I I wanna I want to live I can't take the toxicity Got me feeling weak Falling to my knees But you won't pull me under with your grief Cause I-I-I I wanna I want to live So, you understand right The way your thoughts infect me like a parasite Can't have this in my system when I finally feel alright Saving you is killing me Hid the pain away so you can't see Drawn the venom from your poisoned lips Wondering how am I surviving this Your waves want to pull me out to sea All the shit you say keeps washing over me And I'm just trying to keep myself from going underneath I don't need the negativity With you near me I find it hard to breath and I Need the oxygen In my lungs again Cause I-I-I I wanna I want to live I can't take the toxicity Got me feeling weak Falling to my knees But you won't pull me under with your grief Cause I-I-I I wanna I wanna This conversation I've had with myself Over and over I've clawed my way out of my own personal hell I can't take your toxicity Always feel so weak in your vicinity But you won't pull me under with your grief Cause I-I-I I wanna I wanna I just want to set myself free No more shackles chaining me to your sees And you can't pull me under with your grief Cause I-I-I I wanna I wanna