THE SUN REVERSED (DEMO) - Anachronia (Nine Aetharia) feat. Gumi

XIX. The Sun (Reversed) Disillusionment, loss of innocence, depression, difficulty, setback. March 9, 2026. CATCH ECLIPTICA ON SOCIAL MEDIA Bluesky: @gumicollabalbum.bsky.social Twitter: https://x.com/GumiCollabAlbum LYRICS i. I've seen the end of the world surely as I've seen the sight of a clear blue sky I've seen the end of all things but God be merciful if I stand to wonder why I've prophecies in my bones that got me praying on my knees staying up all night Asking: "What am I here for? "What am I here for?" I've got some sickness deep inside of me It's a long shot they're gonna find a remedy And my heart's rotten down to all its arteries I feel its evil under the floors CHO: Oh God! My future's here to haunt me Oh God! How do you find the horror of inevitability? My past and present's murdered by the ghost of what will be Oh God! My salvation's not in entropy Oh God! It doesn't matter what I do to build my identity When my persona's a facsimile I'm an illusion of autonomy ii. Clawing my way back to somewhere I've never been But I've always dreamed of I've been trying to find my way home my whole life Been trying to shape myself just right Trying to fake it But there's some shit That just don't fit That just don't sit well And conflict What shadow of me should I cast just to make it? Absolve me There has to be something more to this misery A light at the end of this tireless tragedy A life that doesn't hold me with such apathy Could you teach me how to outrun my destiny? (CHORUS) I've got some sickness deep inside of me It's a long shot, but I'm here screaming: "I wanna live, lord. I wanna live, lord." (CHORUS)