Shissou Zen’ya / 失踪前夜 (香椎モイミ) - English Cover 「 Anri Arcane RDX 」

Original ( https://youtu.be/KQWBN_cm2Xc?si=9wNNue59tmPeVCdG ) Lyrics I am searching for you in this mess that I’ve made, But, you have disappeared into the pouring rain, And I worry that you’re gone for good, never to be seen Cursing God for having taken you from me From the mirror staring back at me, my eyes will avert Only see the beauty in the things that have shattered There’s an ache so deep inside my chest that I cannot place The pain in my twisted heart is something I don’t know how to erase I’ll sink beneath the waves, and fade away into the sea I'm just a slave to all the desires that I cannot reach It’s eating at me, I wander aimlessly, Wondering if I’ll find that radiance that I seek, Or stay in the dark for eternity. La-la-la... La-la-la... How you said to me that I "Should not be in despair.” Just like smoke in the air. Some days it hurts so bad that I’m losing sleep. A denial of myself entices me I admit I want your words to stab me deeply Like needles in my skin to bring me back down to reality. All of my regrets, falling from above I will shine a light on each and every one And find that they resemble love. And my deepest sorrow is dyed a crimson red. I just wish to run away from these days filled with dread, But with every breath, it feels so pointless That night came to a halt beyond my grasp, I reach for it with every step. La-la-la... La-la-la... When you say to me that I "should not be in despair." Countless times. Let me know that you care.