Cong Zheng, Cangqiong / What Did You Expect? (Original Song)

this is a remake of a song I wrote in 2021 yay vocagathering – Song/PV: Gishiki-P Illust: @angel_producerr Vocals: Cong Zheng & Cangqiong #Vocagathering2026 ______ – Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2BLopMngHlYg7K5W8e9G4R Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/gishiki-p/what-did-you-expect – Socials and stuff https://gishiki-p.neocities.org/contact - NO REENVIAR 再投稿はしないでください DO NOT REPOST FOR ANY REASON, ANYWHERE | gishiki-p.neocities.org | ______ Lyrics: My psychiatrist told me to make some friends I don’t really understand the point of it Will it even matter when they decay? Will it even matter when I die some day? I know I am fine, but I don’t know if ‘fine’ should feel this way I know I am fine, but what’s making my mind disintegrate? They will all disappear The end is drawing near It is hard to understand cuz everything’s so complicated This will never stop until your vision of me is negated Wait until everyone leaves you hanging in the blink of an eye Yellow eyes will try to hide me behind a wall Is this not what you expected? I can’t die, but I want to Tell me doctor, what can I do? Life is pointless, that is true I promise that I can help you My psychiatrist told me to … myself I don’t understand how that’s supposed to help How will I ruin lives if I decay? Will it even matter when I die anyway? My no-good conscience told me to make someone feel good today You know it is wrong cuz They all hurt me they all hurt me (They all hurt you they all hurt you) They don’t deserve anything They’re already dead You’re fucked up in the head, you know It is hard to understand cuz everything’s so complicated This will never stop until your vision of me is negated Wait until everyone leaves you hanging in the blink of an eye Yellow eyes cannot disguise the corrosion that forms inside Please help Autonomy Just leave me be I’m threatening Be scared of me I’m so okay I’m every day Just go away You cannot save me Autonomy (You’re the) Just leave me be (problem here) I’m threatening (You should disappear) Be scared of me (Shatter the veneer right here) I’m so okay (You’re ruining) I’m every day (everyone’s day) Just go away (You should go away) You cannot save me (It’s a lie, nothing is okay) You will never understand cuz everything’s so complicated This will never stop until your pity for me is instated Wait until everyone leaves you hanging before you realize Yellow eyes cannot disguise the corrosion that forms inside me Oh, please tell me What did you expect?