STRATUS GIRL // VocaSweat ft. Ruby (Vocaloid Original Song)

-- FLASH WARNING!! -- hi!! so this is basically the FIRST in five songs (well-- second but the first needs to be remastered, tuned, mixed etc) that will be detailing my first year of high school! this will be the first part of a new ep!! [ please keep in mind that although these five songs are based in my reality and what has happened, some things won't be completely accurate on my part due differing perspectives and details being left out. some message may also be lost in translation with how i portray lyrics and how other people saw the events that occured. nothing will be too serious, i promise - but just keep that in mind!! ] OKAY STRATUS GIRL ANYWAY yeah this song is GOING to be peak its like the first song i actually made in 2025. irus lament was made in 2024 november and melancholic memory was made in 2024 december. they just never had pvs LMAO anyway i thorougly enjoyed the production of this one specifically and that's what pushed me to well, make the ep in the first place this one is a bit like super kind of inaccurate but also a little bit i went off of vibes completely _______ LYRICS calling your name but i just receive my echo unspoken words you left on read and maybe i never sent them or scrapped them long ago, my true feelings in my head making my way through this hell-sent party (typo in the pv) i can see you amidst all the crowd and just one look into those eyes i engraved in my mind i know that its going down back and forth feels like a game tripping on my feet you're the trophy i can't gain god just look at me [god, why can't you see?] chasing your purity noticing obscurities i've lost all maturity yours is all i wanna be losing hope when you won't look my way but then you give me a small sign and i'm back again back again it'll be different this time i tell myself and maybe it might be worth a shot the glance that we shared sparked something new i can tell you felt it too-- did you not? just a new day, one more of our moments lost archived in the back of my brain i shouldve known that it meant nothing, but i paid the cost embarrassed, the cold remains push and pull you take your turn now what's my next move crashing down i'm gonna burn what more can i lose is it me you'll choose chasing your purity noticing obscurities i've lost all maturity yours is all i wanna be trying to appease you at my own expense but i'll never learn so now i'm back again back again and sometimes i get tired in this state i serve you my heart on a silver plate breathe me in like air but hesitate im rotting away but still i lie in- chasing your purity noticing obscurities i've lost all maturity yours is all i wanna be living in my mind without you paying rent can't ever replace you so we're back again back again this has gone on and on yearning till the break of dawn going above and beyond wanting till my lifespan's gone all the texts that came out wrong or didn't send you're still so kind to me, so i'm back again maybe our race is run i don't think i am the one i'm a cloud while you're the sun you have all and I have none do you want me, do you not? what's your defense? but i'll just forgive you so let's just pretend we're fine, and back again _______________________ thanks guys