[OLIVER] The right hand of God. - VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

TW: trypophobia (i think?) hiiii!!! i bring you this month's update.......... so, i'm getting better mentally! got to solve my shit & hit people with a chair etc i made this song's instrumental inspired by a Brazilian RPG (again, sorry lol), and then worked on some lyrics (that are not related to the RPG) to tell a little tale about this original character of mine's view this song's instrumental was also posted on bandcamp under my OST-prods name (?) "apogio", so you can check it there (it's also me lmao) there's other instrumental songs at bandcamp & spotify - those at bandcamp are mainly under a creative license that allows anyone to use it, so feel free to check it out :) [btw i've been thinking about linking my untuned vsqxs here too] [AND THERE'S PORTUGUESE CAPTIONS THIS TIME CHECK IT OUT] [AND² "you could kill me and you should" - just a little something from a song I love and think really relates to this character, it's called "this is love" by air traffic controller, hear them out if you haven't!] -------------- LINKS SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mQqwjt8C1AAOcvJSzIKtU?si=DHjpDDCER26VxH2S_6PS9g&dl_branch=1 TWITTER: https://twitter.com/p_float VOCALOID BANDCAMP: https://p-float.bandcamp.com/ INSTRUMENTAL: https://apogio.bandcamp.com/track/flowers-for-the-dead [late update] ✍️ TOYHOUSE ✍️ https://toyhou.se/17960616.ezra thank you all for the support 💕 🛍️ MERCH 🛍️ https://www.redbubble.com/people/floatp/shop --------------- LYRICS i thought you'd be dead but i admit i couldn't feel any sad when there's the whole world at my door and they're coming in now banging at the door for my head i applaud your courage and the optimism for thinking you'd come along hoping you'd make a difference among seven billion lives i said all of this inevitable i knew the game i knew every risk and pressed to play told ya the curtains are about to open up for the stage we'll be the main stars tonight you could kill me and you should but now it's too late for you to stop anything may i see you again someday when you're aware of the truth may set you free fear doesn't have to be ugly tell me you can see beauty in me [i'll shed my blood if it's for you may the truth set you free may the truth not be for mortal eyes to see] holy father bless my shed blood all they taught you to be bad come as me when i had nothing they stood by me i learned how to filter my miserable poor existence to him, i- amen.